this move, this fight, this everything...

i just want it to be over

i was reading my journals from the past several months and i realized that they are all negitive pretty much... so i am going to write a happy one today, because its really only he days that i write in here am i really unhappy ( Read more... )

i'm waiting for water to boil... ugh... its seems to take forever...

if only it was really this exciting... remie passed out at 11:30 pm... so i never got a new years kiss.

by limitedbythesky

feeble_minds's LJ New Year Party (Now At Least 24% Politically Correct!)

Started : 31st December 2005 10:44:30 PM

Ended : 01st January 2006 11:49:27 AM
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I'm pathetic...

i did that death clock thing... im gonna die january 7th 2066... well at least i'll be old.

oh yeah... today is my birthday...

i feel hopeless for some reason... it was a good day... but over all i feel hopeless... i wish remie would get home... but i know hes doing worse than me... i just wish i could fix all of this... i want this to work out... not that it really matters anyways...

i need to find my happiness today...

I hate this... Remie promises that he'll be on time... and hes not... what a big surprise... this makes me feel unwanted...

my mom and i are fighting so its not like i can go home... ugh.. i feel so out of place. i donnt think i belong here...

another day in paridise huh...?

so i leave the day after tomorrow. and i nervous, i mean its going to be great, but i know i am going to be missing Remie, and i have had bad things happen in a relationship while i was away on a trip. i think for the last few nights, before we go to sleep i have made him promise not to cheat... not like in a demanding way, but just as a reasurence ( Read more... )

ok, fine. no one wants to do anything with me... i see how it is...