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just thunking
okay lets see i wanted to ypdate last night but i actually stayed out all night and i had a life i hungout with friends which is something i never do i am developing friends in crestview i met so many people last night and we all traded numbers but the odd thing is 1 guy rod asked me out again and i said no i wasnt interested and then i took a step ( Read more... ) -
ashton
okay well lets see about my night i have kept myself busy so i wouldnt think of her i went out to dinner with cindy and her mama to applebee's then me and cindy took the truck to the base to go bowling and omg it rocked just to have fun and we called like 3 other people and they came up there and omg it was so much fuin and then tomorrow me and ( Read more... ) -
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i am not fucking perfect nor i i fucking want to be i hate my life i hate who i have become i cant even be with the 1 person i would jump in front of a bullet for we are over she needs her space i wanna die did i cut well duh and i have been constantly crying since last night shell probably find someone new to move on and forget all about me thats ( Read more... ) -
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okay i am all better no more nervous breakdowns cuz i am so stressed out right now but i do love ashton and mo matter what i realized lat night i am going to stand by her thru it all no matter what and why because i love her no matter how think times get i iwill be right there by her side but wow my dad is taking me off his credit cards and making ( Read more... ) -
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okay yeah so i know it's been a couple days but oh well right? i put my 2 weeks in at aero cuz they are all fucking bitches who can kiss my big ass in my opinion and ashton sounded weird last night on the phone and today she did too but she has been sick so i am with her now and she sounds pretty average for her i guess? tonight i am hanging out ( Read more... ) -
venting? thinking?
okay lets see after venting how i feel about my life right now i am 18 years old am i am in love with someone who i am in the process of buying a 570$ dollar ring for but i am getting it for 350$ but after all the taxes and shyt it's still 411$ i am in love though and his person is at a hard time in their life but i am going to stick by them and ( Read more... ) -
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okay i am fucking pissed off right about now this lil (well actually she's a lard ass) girl needs to shut her goddamn mouth about sayin next time she see's my mama she's gonna deck her in the face oh c'mon bitch tell me that to my face I am BEGGING you you know i am not scared of you never have been never will be and another thing try to tell all ( Read more... )
