okay lets see i am depressed dont know where i stand in ashtons eyes she hates me right now for all i know but i well she makes sense we dont like each other and thats an awesome point i cant stand anything she does or her friends and she cant stanbd mine so i have nmo idea what to do i mean i do love her and i do want to be with her i think if we ( Read more... )

i am so fucking pissed off about my mother fucking absences because i have so goddamn many and mr authur said TODAY in SECOND period that he would write me a note to make up all of my tests in english 3 and american government and so i went back 7th period like he fucking said and he says have your father write you a note saying he knows for ( Read more... )

okay well lets see i am off work early that kinda sucks so blah and i go back to school monday and i am just really freaking out inside right now cuz off all of my stress and i am trying not to take it out on anyone so slowly but surely i am going to try and breathe but the good thing is that i always have someone special to cheer me up and even ( Read more... )

i hope youre reading this ashton cuz if youre not then oh well first i know when youre reading this youre going to be thinking this girl never uses periods or any other type of puncuation (?) anywhoo as for me hmmm lets see not much to say but as for me and you go i have no clue how you feel i dont know what goes thru your damn mind its so complex ( Read more... )

okay back i just need to vent i dont give a fuck anymore i am just now realizing that cant put on a front anymore i am sick and tired of shyt and hiding certain things about me yes i cut and yes it feels good no i am not as happy as i seem yes i usually cry myself to sleep at night when i am at my house no one cares about me the only good thing i ( Read more... )

yeah i know its been a while but i am really depressed and sitting here crying i am failing 1 class and then i am dropping another 1 because i am failing that 1 so bad and i am so lost and i dont know what to do i think should i cut i just am running around like a chicken with my head cut off and i wish someone would help me out but i cant even ( Read more... )

okay yeah i have had this thing for kyle for like 3 years and now it's all gone to hell and yea ane and twan were here to cheer me up thank you guys love you....well since he felt likehe was goin back on his feelings for brittany then she can have him yeah ill be down for a couple but oh well right who cares seems like i dont anymore and william ( Read more... )

Yeah I am back with William not officially but we admitted we do LOVE each other still 4 years later and I am waiting for him to move down here this summer so we can be together without each oher driving 8 hours ( Read more... )

Okay lets just start out with friday goto johns party and he feels like shyt and looks like he he was on something and has alcohol poisoning thursday night so when he sees me he throws his arms around me and says i am really happy you could come and you actually came or something like that and all these little kids parents start showing up and next ( Read more... )

let's see since I have been doing homework since 3 pm today and it is now 7 30 my day has been just peachy I had to talk to someone today but she decided to skip 5th period and I needed to ask her a question about her boifriends friends girlfriend and oh well I guess I will have to talk to her tomorow I go back to the doctors tomorrow at 3 30 to ( Read more... )