Today started out shitty...... but by the time I got to basketball it all got better. I went 75% on foul shots (which is good for me since I suck at them), then I made a 3 pointer from the corner which is probably the worst for me, and I got to play 32mins out of a 40min game:) Then my mom took me up to Lakeside and I went shopping and got some ( Read more... )

I thought about what happend yesterday and realized that I cant change it and I probably cant go back and be friends with her because I am already in it to much. Oh well it sucks because she was a good friend, but I have to move on because now i have even better ones.

I hate fighting with my friends. I'll admit I am a bitch and I fucked up and probably was a reason the fight happend, but I hate it and I regret being like that after. Most of the people I am fighting with i have known for 5 years or more and the one I have good friends with for 12 years almost ( Read more... )

Tonight I went to Rachel's graduation party, which was fun cuz there was a pool, trampoline, cotton candy, and one of those big blow up bouncy things. Then we left and I had to drive my parents home because they were drinking again. Now I have to take a shower to get rid of the bug spray, smoke, bon-fire smells ( Read more... )

This last week I hung out with Brittany, Erica and Kristin everyday and witnessed the whole kristins car thing. Then my mom and brother came home today so no more staying out late for me anymore ( Read more... )

Im sorry for what I said and if i could go back and never say i would. Im sorry i let her get to me and did that stupid thing. Just know I will always be your friend and always want to be your friend, unless you dont want to, which I completely understand because I am a shitty friend and you can do so much better.

Yesterday I went driving with Kristin the whole day and that was fun. She is a really a good driver except for the few illeagal things she did and almost side swiping like 30 cars. lol just kidding ( Read more... )

So yesterday I made a cake for Kristins Birthday and we had fun at my house for awhile, then we went to erica's house to do brittany's hair. Then she left to go over Laura's house and we ate pizza, then we went to go see "Spiderman 2". They ass hole people behind us got one of those ushers to stand there and watch over us. Then we left and I went ( Read more... )

This morning was great!!! Playing basketball was just what i needed to cheer up(if only for a lil bit)then I came home, took a shower and fell asleep and kristin called me and I was out with her, erica and kt, then jon, steve and mike came and it all went down hill from there but oh well it was only the one night that i could go out for the next ( Read more... )

i wear this mask so well that no one ever knows who I am. Not even my best friend knows who i am, Its good because then they never have to listen to my problems and I can try to help them but...

Its really lonely when you have no one to talk to and no one knows who you really are, it actually sucks being alone in a huge crowd.