So today I went up to the track and ran 3 miles :) I want to go tonight but I dont think my mom will let me so I will just go running through the city.

Tomorrow is the first day of the funeral and I am not looking forward to it but....

Im so numb right now he's gone. The only person left in my family who I got along with. He did so much for me and I want him to be here forever. I wanted him to see me with a linsence driving, starting in a first varsity basketball game. He's the reason that I am able to play sports because he worked so hard to make sure I was always healthy ( Read more... )

So today I went running at the track for an hour and we did interval running!!!!(interval running- run around the track for how ever long at a jog and when he yells interval we have to sprint for 30 secs until he says stop, then we have to jog until the next interval)we did that for like a half an hour something. Then we did sprints and streching ( Read more... )

Last night i had my 2 games and we won them both:) Gary was being a cock again and didnt play me in the last period of the second game for some reason. But he did say that I improved 100% so w/e, all I need now is confidence (good luck w/that one). Oh yeah after the games I kinda got a lil pissed and tore up my tank top after i bite a hole in it ( Read more... )

I got my reprt card and I got all a's and b's on my finals except for math but i dont give a shit. With all my final grades i got 2 a's a b and one c, WooHoo for me ( Read more... )

today was great!!!alot of good times lol. any people would lik to share some of those memories go ahead because there are too many to put in here ( Read more... )

I have been sooo stressed these last couple days. I need to go have some stupid, completely pointless fun before I go crazy. If it isn't something with my friends it is something with my parents and their stupid shit. Even for a brief moment when I am having fun something has to be brought up that really is not worth talking about and you people ( Read more... )

On monday I didnt do that much at all durning the day until I had my basdketball game. We played Regina, but they never showed, so we schrimaged with our team and the 3 girls from their team. Brooke (not the brooke you all know, they one I play basketball with) was being such a bitch to me when I was boxing her out, for no reason she holds my one ( Read more... )

All I do is make people miserable, right know Im making my best friend so miserable that she ia at a breaking point trying to help me. God Im so screwed up now I cant even smile or talk to people that I have known for years or that know everything about me. Im beyond help, so maybe I should just go fucking die, then she will be happy and so will ( Read more... )

The wind blows through the trees ( Read more... )