I am not very sure who still reads this or if anyone does at all… But I am letting it be known now that I don’t care what you think about what I say or feel… This is my journal and an area for me to just let myself vent and figure things out ( Read more... )

I know that it has been a year...
but maybe I should start writing in here more often.
Not many will read it probably because it doesnt look
like many still use this.
But every now and then I need to let somethings out.

so i guess a question I have is...
does anyone read this any more????

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ME BITCHES!!! :)

geez!! cant believe its 2006 already ( Read more... )

Christmas wasnt too bad I guess. My cousin Brandon came over X-mas eve. That was strange. Havent seen him since my uncle's funeral bout 9 1/2 years ago. It was good to see him though. Sarah came over too ( Read more... )

Yupp its been a while ( Read more... )

yupp yupp its been a while ( Read more... )

I have to get up at about 4 - 430 tomarrow morning. :(
This weekend has sucked major.
Just really depressed and alone feeling.
oh well...
Things will get better.

If I could have one wish this Christmas
or in my entire life...
It would be to be back with him.

hmm ( Read more... )

Yeah I know its been a while since I've updated in here. Things just have been crazy and I forget. lol. Not like I've really been doing anything "TOO" exciting ( Read more... )