i dont know what to do i met this guy a few weeks ago called joe he's great we get on really well and he is great company. i got drunk one night and kissed him nuthin else happend and i felt aful after because as you know im with pete but i continued seeing joe after and going out with him and now i have become quite attached to him. I know that ( Read more... )

I sit sometimes and i think about my life so far but recently i cant stop thinking of my friends from school. And others i knew at the time. I always promised we would be friends and one guy i promised i would always be there for him. Sometimes i feel bad that i dont talk to any1. i know that we have gone in different directions but its not that ( Read more... )

how are things goin. im not sure i have a job which is wicked n i get paid loads but its well hard an i dont know if i can do it and succeed at it. i need to step out of this box. And push myself to do well but i dont know how i have never had to do that before and its really hard im not used to tellin people what to do i like being the one told ( Read more... )

The Keys to Your Heart
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Things in leicester are great i think i finally got the hang of this livin with lads thing the hardest time is wen we are all drunk. Which is alot its just coz james gets hypa and argumentative last nite i managed to shut him up tho which made me proud hes not as bad as he was in freshers week tho that was hurrific ( Read more... )

Am living in leicester now been here bout a month its not bad different from home. i worked in a mental home for a little while was fun yes and i kno i fitted right in. but im not there anymore using my skills for betta things. i came home the other weekend didnt see half the people i wanted to but i did bump in to mark he is so funny and if the ( Read more... )

Things all seem to be getting dangerously close now. only three weeks till my test and a month till i leave to move to leicester. im over the moon about going but im a little bit scared on what things are gonna be like once i get there i need to find a job and just generally do everythiung i have been trying to do for the last i dont how long. what ( Read more... )

my driving lesson are going well and i have my test at the end of agust i cant believe how close it has gotten to me actually moving to leicester with pete. Im so excited and pete says hes excited about it to which is a good thing. its been almost a year since my mum kicked me out and i finally feel like my life is finally getting back on track. I ( Read more... )

WA hay im 18 it was my bday on the 5th june got a little drunk had two partys and got sun burnt too. petes watchin the football and i dont want to so i decided to come on the computer but there isnt alot to do. im going up to liecester with pete tomorrow im going to have to ring work and tell them im ill or something because im not comin home on ( Read more... )

well pete was ment to be comin home today which i was excited about but he turned up on thursday in town he snuck up on me it was a great surprise though so much better then having to wait until today to see him.His parents new he was comin home on thurs i was the only one that didnt hes so sneaky i might have to get changed im wearin a skirt at ( Read more... )