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I wish I could disappear for at least a month ( Read more... )

Trying to walk in faith,
not in fear.

I'm not okay
But I'm not hurt
I'm not confused
But I definately do not understand
I know that everything will work out according to God's plan
But I don't know why it has to be so hard for me
The only thing that I do know
I am numb
I can't feel my headache
but I know it's there
I can't feel my heartache
but I know that there is a hole

physically drained
mentally drained
emotionally drained

The thing is...
it's only the beginning

It's in the Lord's hands

This vacation has been the best time I have ever had. Aside from the beautiful weather in Arizona and being in the most beautiful state in the world-California- time with Josh was better than anything. Going to see Josh and Manda was the best gift I have ever gotten. I miss them so very much already. After spending time in California I got ( Read more... )

So last night was some night ( Read more... )

I feel like throwing up.
My nerves are getting to me once again
-but this is the worst yet

I am scared, nervous, anxious, relieved, and emotional about tomorrow night.

I am just trusting and pursuing God right now and it has been awesome. For once I am finally doing things right. Sure things have been going up and down for me but through the downs, I have just been praying, fasting, and trusting in the Lord. Looking at the past two years and all of the choices that I have made- sure I way regret some but it all ( Read more... )