this is how I feel about everything and everyone: dfhskldfhqoei03w9rlkafj

Life sucks ( Read more... )

"have confidence Emmy"
Hah.
Confidence.
Emmy doesn't have confidence
I had confidence until those first few seconds
Any confidence now shot because
I know a secret
knowing secret= overanalyzing
I'm done, this sucks
.end.

I think I won at having the worst Valentine's day
I was in a mood
the biggest jerk ever
but that's what these things do to me
then there were the two happy couple that I wanted to shoot
my day got worse and worse
now I feel bad because everyone probs hates me

So last night was the first night in 4 weeks that I've stayed at home. I admit that I was a teeeeeny bit bored. I went to Meijer from 10pm-12 by myself so that was pretty sweet. Valentine's Day is poop butt central. Bowling is my new favorite sport. I suck at bowling because I haven't played in years (no one to go with) but I'm getting better. I ( Read more... )

i am trying to be patient
i am waiting for that right time
this could be it
God i pray this is it
i'm doing it right this time
yes, sometimes it is hard
-especially right now
but i just have to keep trusting it will turn out

so today in cos. I just kept thinking 'timing is everything'
but now I am second guessing myself.
is timing everything?

God's teaching me patience by this situation
I know it's something well worth waiting for

Haircutting class at my dad's salon today... sweeones ( Read more... )

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.