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Human emotion; It's a funny thing. When I was a student I would sit for hours arguing with myself about why the hell I was wasting my life reading pretentious books written by pretentious authors, all trying to change the world with their incredibly pretentious thinking. All so that I could gain my pretentious degree in a subject that I didn't ( Read more... ) -
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There's a moment in weakness, this moment in absolute, which changes the way we perceive ourselves. A once hardworking man inevitably sees himself as a washed up shadow of his past. These fleeting thoughts, trapped in the ether of the mind are the ones we run from, try to change. But as history shows us, we all end up in that moment in absolute. ( Read more... ) -
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Every now and then the pain hits me. It comes in waves. Like a tsunami of emotion, it doesn't creep like you would expect, instead it gushes in. 50 foot walls of torment washing over every decision i have made since i have been home, every bad choice i have made and most importantly, every life i have touched in the last 4 months ( Read more... ) -
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The last few weeks i've had a few days off school because i've felt myself sinking again, and i know it's no where near as bad as this time last year, and that is good because i can look back and know that i have grown stronger in some ways, just not others. but it still feels horrible. It especially feels horrible because one of the biggest things ( Read more... ) -
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is this what it's going to be like forever? ill get sick and he'll get impatient because, poor him, there's no attention left for him is there? oh deary me whatever will we do now. i guess he could try shouting at me, maybe that will make me feel like i'm in the wrong, and then i can grovel and apoligise and make him feel special again. my mother ( Read more... ) -
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Hi there ( Read more... )