L-L-L-L-LIAR.

why can't you just be happy? why can't you just be happy?

I HATE YOU.

Plain and simple.

Two weeks. God, it feels like a year. I need this.

it's been a long time since ive felt. felt the rain upon my head.

( stars are out tonight and you're the brightest one shining in my sky )

just one of those days where nobody's home and everyone's here but you're all alone.

sometimes i miss knowing someone's there for me

this is the burning of a dream.

i can tell that you don't know me anymore

how's your life? what's it like there? is it all what you want it to be?

so i had a good day turned bad turned good again. but i still wish ( Read more... )

hmm. well i hate snow. but i do love hannah and claire . <3 everyone else couldnt make it last night because of the effing snow but they did and we had a blast. we played disney monopoly. hah. i own at the game. julia boulevard kicked ass, and by the time claire was out of the game (some four hours later, and yet she proceeded to gang up on me even ( Read more... )

i'm not as strong as i thought.  and this isn't as easy as i said it would be.  but i can't keep doing this to you.  it's not right.  you don't deserve to feel this way.  and i don't deserve so many second chances.  and then there's that whole other thing.  also wish that wasn't as complicated as it is.  :sigh:  so yeah we have another stinkin' ( Read more... )

i don't really like snow days.  this isn't much of a snow day anyways.  ugh.  i just need a vacation.  even if it's just in my mind (because i still have two and a half months until my real vacation).  i didn't want to make this about you.  but i guess it is, in a way.  life just seems to be getting harder as the years go on.  i can't wait to ( Read more... )

buried deep as you can dig inside yourself,
and covered with a perfect shell,
such a charming beautiful exterior.
laced with brilliant smiles
and shining eyes and perfect posture,
but you're barely scraping by,
but you're barely scraping by.
well this is one time,
this is one time that you can't fake it
hard enough to please everyone
or anyone at all,
( Read more... )

hannah slept over last night. we had good fun like always, watching movies. MOVIE NIGHT! heh heh. wow i've missed that girl. too bad she'll be gone the whole break : (  ITS A WONDERFUL LIFE ISNT ON! i want to watch it. a christmas story is on all night and tomorrow but i WANT TO SEE ITS A WONDERFUL LIFE! MEH! went out to dinner tonight with mum, ( Read more... )

( another lj cut in the same day?!? )