i. see. something. i. cant. be; beautiful. and. carefree.

..Like some god damn fucking freak, I'm so pressured..

yeah..home. yay. x.x

meh i thought id be in a better mood than this..seeing as well...i just got back from the cottage. +sigh+ fuck it.

too lazy to type up a journal entry..

I know I updated not too long ago. Under an hour ago, I believe. +sigh. curls up+ Bloody hell.

Talking to Josh. No one else, just Josh. Talking about cutting..and..such. +paces+ He..gah. >.< I ended up tossing everything. Everything. I'm shaking...I'm a fucking wreck. Everything's gone for good now..and I promised to Josh I wouldn't..I promised ( Read more... )

Something went wrong
You are not laughing
It's not so easy now to get your smile
You gotta be wrong
To walk these streets
And keep from falling
But when you're not, just let yourself cry

I don't see the big deal. Fuck. I mean, I know..and I do see that it's bad. You don't fucking understand though..you just..don't. I thought Jessica out of ALL ( Read more... )

I don't see the point. I don't see the fucking point of continuing a blog, of bitching, of venting..when it upsets people ( Read more... )

I actually feel sick to my stomach. Fuck. Who was I bloody well kidding?! I can't believe I FUCKING gave in..I can't believe..ugh. >.<

Talking to Justin..he's so great, he understands more than most..because he has experience in that..area. Fuck though. FUCK SAKES. I just..gaaah.

I'm sorry. I'm really fucking sorry.
Josh is going to fucking kick ( Read more... )

Bah. I'm on msn. The words are all swirling together. I can't think straight. I want to do something so fucking bad..so. fucking. bad. God..I'm restless, can't sit still..but I feel so shitty. I don't have the energy to get up and clear my bed off so I can lay down on it. Ugh..I just ( Read more... )

Oh yeah..because I'm just that cool..

( You know you waaaaant it.. )

Should'a been born on the Milky Way
Don't wanna belong to the world today
Oh, life's a bitch and then you die
Should'a been born on the Milky Way
I can't believe what I heard today
Oh yeah, life's a bitch and then you die!

Bahaha..wow. Good mood. Again. God it's so weird..the way I just kind of...float back in forth from shitty to good. I swear I ( Read more... )

I don't want to type up an entry at the moment. Just want to state something, remind myself..

Heh. I'm really glad I've signed up for another lj account. It's entirely private..and no one that I know in real life, knows of it. Good old livejournal.

I knew there was someone else..No, it's not like that Bertha. Get a life. It's just somewhere that ( Read more... )

What a stupid title, Liz. You're such a sap.

Oh fuck you, Bertha. What do you know? You're just a stupid blog.

a SMART blog ^.^

mmhmmm....

*snooty snoot snoot*

Ah shit..what's wrong Bertha?

You're leaving me. You BITCH. *sticks nose up in the air*

+sigh+ I've been with you steadily for over a yeaaaar. One week is nothing. NOTHING.

*shifty ( Read more... )