so iv had kelly clarkson in my head alll day maybe its a sign lol j/k...i hung out with him today..until like 4-ish...then he went to work then i went and got my nails done...and ooff course the paint is already fading..meh whatever thats life dude.....you get something good and it gets fucked lol...so yah then i went w/ riane to dunks and came ( Read more... )

Here's the thing we started off friends ( Read more... )

...i hung out with riane i got new sneakers...just plain old sneakers nothing fansy then we went to her house and jammed to kelly clarkson-since you've been gone it pumped me up i dunno why it just did...then i heard beautiful soul by jesse mccartney...got me in a better mood :)

...'05 This is gonna be quuuite a year...

So i had no school today...big surprise i hung out with Ricka Fred nd Patrice today until like 3....we went to rickas did illegal stuff then came here and ate and played madden..... i was suppose to hang out with james...but surprise surprise guess who isnt here...ehh i guess u excpect it now since were only talking....but whatever i wish i cared ( Read more... )

i got a new icon i loooove it! but me nd james hung out today it was funn...i really hope we last this time or at least take it slow cuz hes everything to me right now...i love being with him now the break up changed like everything now he looks at me like he use to use to like when we first got together...I think hes still sketched out but i dunno ( Read more... )

me nd james are talking again finally this thing thats been hurting doesnt hurt anymore i have my baby again kinda....things are gonna be differnt now i promse him its gonna be different...i heart him...it was so lonley when he was gone...good....

I wont talk ( Read more... )

i saw james today we talked...looks like iv lost him...oh well im sad but theres really nothing i can do happiness always ends in heartbreak...i just have to deal with it...it will stop hurting eventually i just have to give it time ( Read more... )

So today lets see i went to rickys and sed goodbye again i hate goodbyes....mehh i got a pic of him tho which is always good....then i hung out with riane we were suppose to hang oiut with code name "candy" lol Mel but he didnt call me then we were suppose to hang out with trian but that didnt work out either..so we came home and watched anchor man ( Read more... )

My new years resolution......dont cry over him its not worth it if hes not gonna cry too..and i know i care and im not gonna stop and if he cant see that...then meh....and who do i have to thank for that...my friends..and jesse mccartney .....im always gonna be here....sadly ill be the person to catch ur tears.......XxOo ( Read more... )