Comments | fallinlove2nite: airborn

fallinlove2nite

airborn

Jan 21, 2004 16:31

coached by the best, to be the best. i'm glad that didn't hit me until i was safely home.

am i getting better at it? or can you see my fake smile? my anger and jealousy all behind that smile. ha. try bottling up some of this. of course you wouldn't see, becasue we never meet eyes.

eyes... speaking of eyes. "her eyes are the most beautiful in the ( Read more... )

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fallinlove2nite January 22 2004, 04:11:22 UTC

i'm almost done... i take breaks every now and then to just get my mind back to reality... i will finish. if this means to be up until the early hours. i WILL finish.

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fallinlove2nite January 22 2004, 04:14:19 UTC

i went in afterschool and asked her to grade it. i thought i did so well... yeah got a 16/23.. she said i did pretty good. which means the rest of the class got Fs. how gey. and i thought it was so easy right? not when its out of 23 points. i also probably got 2 points MORE than what i was supposed to becasue i was standing with her while she graded mine. i am so gey.

i'm sorry anonymous January 22 2004, 08:09:24 UTC

i'm sorry val, but how am i supposed to know if i dont see you and i cant go out of my way to do that everyday and i dont know what you think. if you have a problem instead of bottling it up and feeling pissed why dont you come talk to me that might work better. and her eyes, i have always thought she had beautiful eyes so what there just eyes, if it makes you jealous i wont say it i'll keep it to myself. and if you feel you need to move on with your brown eyes you know what that would be a sad thing cuz i appreciate you being in my life when i can have you but we cant always have what we want but if you feel that way again lets talk and you can then decide but talk before you say things like that. And i'm really sorry cuz i cant be your wings i can be your partner while flying in the sky but i cant carry you shit i cant carry myself most times, my wings are just barely enough for me. i'm also sorry that i avoided eye contact today was a day i needed for myself no distractions nothing, sorry. and then finally i feel horrible that i ( ... )

Re: i'm sorry fallinlove2nite January 22 2004, 17:06:20 UTC

i feel like i made you feel bad. is my LJ. i express things in code. and whenever i want to talk to you you are at work or somehting and can't talk. but i love that we can talk. i'm just being immature.

and i'm in sanchez' room right now and i'm hoping you'll walk thru this door any minute now.