Im tired of it, as soon as people get better or start to feel better its like Im no use to them anymore, infact they want nothing to do with me anymore.  Its fucking annoying,    Im just a tool for them, somehting that helps them when they need it but I can be disregarded when not wanted ( Read more... )

My inner spirit ( Read more... )

no other option but the feel of cold steel
Im starving for it like its my last meal

I am not sane, who was I trying to fool

God dammit Im not crazy...... 

blood on paper and ink in my skin ( Read more... )

Woohoo,  I shot a spike horn yesterday  :D    Let the work begin, gotta cut it up adn freeze the meat today....  After that it is back out to the woods to go hunting even more  :)
I really do enjoy this time of year *nods*

I was just doing a lot of thinking latly ( Read more... )

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I hate feeling like this.  I also hate feelign alone liek I do, no reason to feel liek that its really just my fault.   

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