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Yeah no offence ot anyone else who believe, but nights like this, days like this weeks like this is when I know for certain that to me there is no god.    What being that is supposed to love his so called children would leave one in so much pain, not just one but millions,  What sort of paretn would knowingly neglect so many children.      Im ( Read more... )

I just don't know what to do anymore.    Im so lost and alone ( Read more... )

well thats it for my left arm ,  just managed to burn one of the last unscarred places on it.    So uh yeah not really much going on here cept my life falling apart,  um how about you? 

When did depression and SI become so popular.  I was reading about some newer bands adn came accross one.  "bnads name here" the newest member to depression rock  What the heck?    Do these peopel feel it is marketable?    Since when did a problem, a serious disease become marketable.    Bands like these usher in a new wave of kids who think it ( Read more... )

I think today my family realised how depressed I can really be and how these meds arnt helping at all.  They woke me up at ten (cause that is when they want me up at) I came downstairs and I was totally groggy adn incoherent, not to mention on the brink of crying, exhausted and nauscios.    So I have been totally depressed all day, jsut down and I ( Read more... )

I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE ( Read more... )

Feels like Ive lost everything ( Read more... )

Im about ready to end this,.    I dont have anybody to turn to.  My family still doesnt choose to see the extent of my pain no matter how hard I try to get them to help me.  Friends have their own lifes adn uissues back in coby ( Read more... )

I cant live on anymore.    How  am I supposed to be ok?