working at valodosta country club. sam and i are dome for good, and i got a kitten. life has been crazy lately

ok, i lied. i'm working at valdosta country club now. just as an update on the job thing....

i was working at Polo, but now i'm not. i think i'm going to deliver pizzas. think of it: minimum wage + tips, smoking on the job as often as you wish, listening to all the music that YOU like and not what corporate headquarters tells you you have to listen to, driving aroud town, and just basically chillin' during your entire work day. how does it ( Read more... )

our 6 month anneversary is today, but i don't think anything special is going to happen. he's really just not the sappy romantic type, which sucks sometimes, but all in all, i know i get bored, burned out and sick of guys who are like that.
Polo called and i apparently have a job now! yessssssssss! i'm going to make money! thank god

yeah, i know it's been fucking forever since i last updated this thing, but, to make a long story short, i have moved back to valdosta for good and sam and i are back together. for the most part things are back to normal, but there are a few things that are different, which is actually kind of good, and also expected. i mean, you can't just go back ( Read more... )

sam and i broke up sunday night. life has been hell knowing that he's not there anymore. i've lost my best friend in the whole fucking world and it's tearing me apart. some moments i'm glad that i brought everything out into the open and stopped being selfish for his sake, and then there are other moments where i feel just too damn sorry for myself ( Read more... )

i write this with the expectation that any of my friends who read this will BE my friends and hold confidence. i'm telling you, my friends, this stuff wo that i won't have to tell the story over again when you ask, and most, undoubtedly, will. this is not something to run back and tell sam... i want to tell him this stuff in my own way. got it ( Read more... )

ok, just got back from a cruise to alaska where i had a not-so-great time.... i was sober the whole time... you would have been miserable too. i was cut off from the world for over a week, i just got back tonight at 12 and i have work tomorrow at 9... but i'm still making the crazy cash! i have a vehicle now... i am the proud owner of a 1993 ford ( Read more... )

well, i'm back in valdosta. i had to take care of some shit. mostly withdrawing from school and housing and getting my medical records and academic transcript. i'm having a great time here with my main man and, actually, a little sore... but in a good way ;-) you all wish you could be so lucky! haha ( Read more... )

i almost broke up with sam today.... how stupid would that have been? damn, i gotta get my head on straight