welp today i went my first doctors appt. it was not fun at all! but tomorrow i'll be 8 weeks pregnant thats exciting. we tried to hear the babys heart beat but we couldn't so i guess next time i go i'll get to hear it ( Read more... )

well everythings going good. i'm still really tired all the time but not feeling so sick. which is always a good thing ( Read more... )

building a baby is hard work. i swear i'm so tired i think i could go to sleep now. i'm so excited i can't wait. i hope that i have a girl since mal had a boy, but if its a boy i'll be just as happy ( Read more... )

i'm having a baby! this is the best day ever! i had a feeling and it turns out i was right! i'm so happy! yay!

being married is so cool!

wow people never stop amazing me, talking so much crap, wow. i'm glad that i can give you something to fill your ho humm lives with. i mean really without all the things that i've done in my life what would you talk about or have to write about? i mean come on, get a life. oh yeah, and some of your facts are wrong so next time do alittle more ( Read more... )

so i'm a married lady now! woo hoo! i love being married so much i didn't realize how different it would be. i mean its the best thing in the world! i'm so happy. i'm gonna be moving to germany soon and i can't wait. i think that its gonna be so much fun i mean how many people can say that they lived in germany! life is so great, i love everything ( Read more... )

welp jeff got home today! yay! i really missed him. we went out to eat and other fun stuff! my birthdays coming so thats awesome. it sucks that when your finally allowed to drink that you don't want to anymore. oh well, i'm sure that theres alot of other people out there who will drink more than my share ( Read more... )

well jeff was supposed to come home today but his flight was cancelled and now he doesn't even get to come home tomorrow. what a bummer! i really want to see him i'm excited. i guess all good things come to those who wait. i swear tho waiting sucks ( Read more... )

welp i have decided that this is going to be the best year of my life. i have everything going for me and i'm starting all over. i have rid myself of ever dramatic, drunk, over wei.... well that wouldn't be very nice, person that used to exist in my life. i'm just glad that i realized the path before it was to late to turn back. there would be ( Read more... )

jeff comes home in like 2 days! thats awesome. i can't wait to hang out with him. hes so silly! alot of stuff has changed over the last couple days and i think that i'm finally good with everything. my life is super cool and i wouldn't change a thing.