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I'm sick and fucking tired of having everything be my fault ( Read more... ) -
Questions I doubt I'll ever have the answer to.
What happens when that final, most fragile thread breaks?
When the one thing holding you together suddenly unravels itself?
Is there anything whe the thing that you cling to life for dies?
But
Most of all
Is there a point?
Or are all of our efforts to find true happiness utterly futile? -
Hate beguiled
Sometimes I think I'm the only one who cares ( Read more... ) -
Fucking hell.
Sorrow sings ( Read more... ) -
I want to sleep forever.
No dreams. No thoughts. Nothing but pure, unadulturated sleep. -
I think I'm losing my mind...
I'm not really sure what's happening. I'm slowly becoming more neurotic, my mood changes randomly, and I'm still smoking. I should have stopped a month ago. I should have learned to fucking deal with reality. But I haven't. I won't. My friend's advice? Quit pot and go to something harder. Presently I'm being recommended blow and acid. What the fuck ( Read more... ) -
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I'm alive... and posting. I counldn't leave my last post that depressing. I'm better now. Or I will be. I think I'm done with substances now. For now at least. I hope. -
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I think I actually hate myself more now than I did before. Actually I do. I miss the way I used to be. I thought I was regressing back to that before. I wasn't. I was just doing a lot of drugs. In a way, I regressed to a stage of how I was. Now I want it all back. I'm sick of feeling things. Nothing touched me before. I kept it all inside, which ( Read more... ) -
Such a cliche song
All around me are familiar faces ( Read more... ) -
Look, a real fucking journal entry
I constantly have this feeling that there's something I'm missing, I just don't know what the fuck it is. Most of the time I just deal with it, but every once in a while I get hit with this empty feeling that just won't fucking leave. I think that I've broken every promise that I've ever made. Promised I wouldn't change, promised I wouldn't cut, ( Read more... )