So yea, I can't wait to leave school today. Got my friend Tony coming over tonight, which is kinda gay cuz it means I either gotta give my bed up or share it. And there is no way in hell I'm giving up my bed for anyone else to use and I'm not a big enough ass to make him sleep on the floor. He needs a place to crash this weekend so I'm being nice. ( Read more... )

I promised myself I wouldn't get like this. I promised a lot of people this wouldn't happen again. But hell, it did, and I don't no if it's better or worse than before. No voice this time. Thank god. Just this overwhelming sense of... emptiness. Somewhere inside my soul there's a hole that I need to fill but there's nothing to fill it with. I ( Read more... )

I haven't felt this way in a long time. It's always come and gone, but this time it's sticking, and that little voice is back. The one telling me to bleed. SHUT THE FUCK UP! Talking doesn't help. This doesn't help. Drugs won't help. Cutting won't help but my hand keeps reaching for the knife. Quit IM'ing me people. If I don't know you I don't want ( Read more... )