BLAH ( Read more... )

Yesterday and today just don't seem to be my days. I've woken up in a terrible mood both days. And I can't seem to shake it ( Read more... )

Well, I ended up calling my ex at his work cuz I couldn't deal anymore. He said he wasn't with her that they were just friends. And only on myspace. So he asked me to call him back on his lunch. I did and the guy there said my ex wasn't there anymore. LIES ( Read more... )

I'm ready to give up ( Read more... )

Well, A LOT has happened since I last wrote ( Read more... )

well, I'm over the Allan thing. A couple weeks ago him and Debbie weren't speaking so he was following me everywhere and talking to me all night and then the next night they were kewl again and he didn't say one word to me. So it was then I realized that I don't deserve to be treated like that. I shouldn't be anyone's second choice. So I don't ( Read more... )

well, I am in the middle of my own crisis and I;m not sure how to stop it. all I want to do right now is grab a knife and slit my wrists or take handfulls of pills and just fade away ( Read more... )

well, things with Allan are still drama. Last night @ work we didn't speak AT ALL and I think he told ppl that I like him but I'm all jealous b/c of the whore, Debbie. Because I'm getting very weird looks lately. So I pretty much isolate myself and spend all my breaks chillin' with the kewlest person I know, ME! lol. At least I don't start drama ( Read more... )

well, a lot is happening in my head ( Read more... )

Well, I have kind of ignored LJ b/c I didn't see a need for it But now I need someplace to get everything out there and just vent, so I'm back ( Read more... )