sammy says:

For fuck sakes ashley

sammy says:

just say it

ashleyyy... says:

what hurts the most in that facebook message you sent me was this: "On Millers paper it says as of this second, CAMILA, JESS and SAM. I am not touching that paper."

All I wanted was to make sure i was going to share a room with people I actually knew, not anybody I barely knew. I ( Read more... )

James: 
- "you are beautiful and gorgesous and amazing, and smart..."
- "you are truly one of a kind.."
- "...besides, how can anyone start a rumor about you? you're too beautiful to talk bad about..."

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Salesian Retreat 2008!!
- The people I met are fuckin amazing! I know we've only known each other for a few days, but DAMN, I think they're pretty ( Read more... )

 
It snuck up on me like a curious, ghostly visitor

in an old-time horror movie.

Hesitant at first, I approached it with caution.

And as I readied myself to ask “what’s up?”

It said its name was Poetry.

Poetry offered me a gift.

It was not a gift spotted with the Seeing Eye,

Nor a gift felt with the hands.

Yet, if you bit right into it, you could ( Read more... )

What can I say? I won't hold it in anymore...It's been a roller coaster, even though '08 just started. I've been feeling super lonely for about half of the year 2007. At lunch, you've probably seen me crying or sitting alone, or a combination of both. Or if you've seen me sitting with a group of people, picture this: a girl looking happy, possibly ( Read more... )

Internal Bleeding

I didn’t know that you were so scared
and in so much pain.
I left the room for just a second
and you thought I left forever.
You took your problems and tried to solve them in the wrong ways
the most wrong ways ever

When I got the call,
your fear left you and came into me.
My body tensed and my eyes went wide.
I thought you left me ( Read more... )

like, OMG this is the greatest boy that ever roamed planet earth.

[22:20] - Julian -: hey are you there?
[22:31] - Julian -: hey if you need someone to talk to im right here. i just notices your msn name, and i can help you out if you like?
[23:51] ashvee ; lying in bed, listening to music, possibly crying. :( HB JOSIE!: hey im here now
[23:51] - ( Read more... )

hi well i think it's time that someone said what i'm about to say.

most people would stereotype "emos" as people who cry about almost anything, cut themselves and try to commit suicide for dumb reasons, like getting dumped by their boyfriend/girlfriend.

well, some people have perfectly good reasons why they would try to do such horrible things to ( Read more... )

i know i can't convince you to stop what you're doing to yourself and i know you believe that it's the only thing that relieves the pain. 
i know you're going through an extremely rough time both at home and at school and running away is the only solution.
come to my place if you do decide to run away. it's all the way in the erin mills area, so ( Read more... )

i'm sorry that i wasn't good enough for you or that the love i had wasn't as great as you wanted it to be. i'm sorry i've cried a thousand tears for you. i'm sorry i gave you my heart. i'm sorry that you took it and broke it apart; the sharp pieces must have cut you somehow. i'm sorry i was so focused on trying to get your attention while you were ( Read more... )

finished homework early today, so i decided to update.
so as i was thinking through the day, i remembered some words that some people said that made me smile:

connie: "i'll be there 24/7 to make sure you're smiling :) "
ornella: "see, you're smiling right now. you should do that more often..you look nice like that!"
sam: "i wish you'd smile more.."
( Read more... )