NEW PLAN.

sunflower seeds. it'll work. it better.

roughly 950 calories today :( :( :( WHY?????????

this is it. IM THROUGH. i cant let this happen to me. I NEED TO BE 103 POUNDS. I have to. I'm more motivated than ever.

Sorry updating like woah today. but something came to meee.. it's not good at all but it describes what I want ( Read more... )

stole this from some lovely lady's journal ( Read more... )

Had a Sunny D today (I know it has 170 cals but...it's a full days supply of calcium) and white chicken ^___ ( Read more... )

one love.
one heart.
lets get together and..

feel all right!

nervous about my auditions. american idol is on tonight. hah. ^___^ I've figured out sleeping keeps me from eating. its a win-win situation. im usually tired anyway.

a scrambled egg has as much calories as a brownie with nuts and frosting. what? but 3 grams more fat. ooooo! and 15 more grams of carb.

I didn't eat anything yet *dances*

..it probably has more protien though. like 6 grams or something. and my puppy just stole my favorite sock -_- gotta go catch him..
<3love you.

I had a bagel today :/ but good news.. I won't have to eat the whole rest of the day because I have a mini-guard camp from 10am-9:30pm. ^___^ we have a break for lunch and dinner yeah, but hey... if I just happen to forget my money then I can't buy anything. and i KNOW im too polite to ask for food ( Read more... )

14 calories! This could be a whole new turn around for me..though I AM upset. I had my life ALL planned out today...but NO. disruption. i planned to eat my muffin when I wake up...what fat fuck could have POSSIBLY gorged down the WHOLE entire thing while I was in my slumber ( Read more... )

Kind of proud. My juice fasting is going well.

Today I had:
Orange juice and an apple.