Is sex really worth the loss of dignity that follows it later on?

someone tell me cause Im lost if nobody does.

I want to go see the faint tonite sooo baaad!

but I fear I wont.....

how sad.....

super super bored, threw up again, but not as much as before... maybe I should see a docta..... or just up my "meds"heehehe

Amanda's home today, Im psyched

yeah, thats about all

sick.....

cookouts are the shit

today should be fun Im going to meet up with Robby after school and I guess were gonna have a pcnic or somthing... then at 8:50 were gonna go to the train station to pick up my sister Amanda.. I dont think Ive ever been more excited in my whole life... I cant wait.. but I really have to pee so thats all for now.

<3<3<3

I got a good sleep last night, very rare, but sure enough I did. I just realized that this is the shirt I was wearing on saturday and its got blood all over it! and if that doesnt suck, my fucking teeth are killing me, i took six vicoden last night and it still didnt help, but whatever im going to the dentist tomorrow and Im gonna get some ( Read more... )

[Spell your first name backwards]: esyla
[The story behind your user name]: my mother found it on a headstone
[Where do you live?]: exeter, ri

DESCRIBE YOUR:

[Wallet]:black with a zipper
[Jewelry worn daily]: pink and black britney spears  watch , pretty locket with a picture of my brother and his daugter
[Shoes]: red and white converse, so many mary ( Read more... )

Weekend was cool, a lot of stuff goes on, much too much to talk about. My brain doesnt really have the capacity for anything except painting and talking...but I love it. Im working on paintings a lot more now, as in like Ive been spending a lot of time on one painting rather than just blurting them out...I kinda like it like that. leaving things ( Read more... )

My vacationa was fun, even thought I cant really reamember much of it, except lots of drinking and other good fun stuff like that. Kill Bill was amazing, first and second time... shrooms are around now, I dont think I want any though ( Read more... )