all the way in the new house. got a hair cut... woo hoo no more shaggy bob... hey any one wanna do me a huge favor, find me a girl friend... not just a fuck buddy. ive had too many of just fuck buddies. i want some one i can care about. im not good at finding them myself. ummm... yeah i dunno... some one save me from this life, please... i have no ( Read more... )

new house, but still hate life... go figure, no matter how good i feel it never last more then 5 hours... thatd be too much to ask, oh well. i do what i can but cant seem to find a good place. its never gonna be that good again, i quit

i knew that 2 days of liking life was too much to ask...

holy fuck, i woke up satisfied with life the last 2 days..... wtf. i dunno how it happened or what changed but my mental game is all fucked up. nuthin liek doin downers and caffiene sets u straight apparently... I = college drop-out... i fucked up, eh. w/e im assuming i only have 2 yrs before im dead or in prison; its in my genetics.

alright, i finished a good ole 8 hr shift of construction work, id love to just chill at my house and watch a movie with a special girl... but no, i have no special girl. so i sit, alone. hm... oh well. u win some u lose some. .. cant really remember the last time i won one... but w/e

alright, things are rollin pretty decent now adays... i officially quit school... i work for a construction company now... i started workin on beats and shit in my home studio... check 'em out... http://www.soundclick.com/bands/8/holdstrongmusic.htmRead more... )

ahhh how the days just keep rollin by... i dont know how much i can possibly say this.. but my lfie is still feeling empty... somehting is missing... im not in a bad mood, actually im in a great mood... i just feel incomplete... got some new parts for my car... oh yeah shallow happiness, whatever

wow actually spent a whole friday off... killed mad time with the phillip... then this is just another night that i spend stoned at home alone. played ddr high... great god that was trippy... of well.. catch the peeps layter...

"dont worry, everything heals over time" what do u know... ive got wounds just as deep as the day i was cut... Blood still gushing, and salt in the wound. I lay, a battered beaten boy... no closer to a man than an 8 year old girl, and twice as vulnerable. I've Done so many things i truely regret. (even though my biggest goal in life was to have ( Read more... )

Ok so its been forever since my last update... i had completely forgot i even had one of these for a while... but yeah, i return to this because i feel its necessary to have a release ( Read more... )