well i guess its true, u cant trust anyone a hundred percent. so this is just it. bobs had enough, FUCK PEOPLE. when i move, its over ill keep in touch with the ones that really need me. the ones that truely need me... fuck blogs, im done with live journal

why bother trying anymore... sleep heals nothing, i always ahve this constant pain throbbing behind my eyes, its liek the only time im not thinkin bout how much i hurt emotionally is when im hurting so much physically. Its a battle I fear I may not win. ...a nd why am i still so fucking submissive... i can argue with some oen bout somethign i know ( Read more... )

Parents have banned me from bobash chillage... i give up officially... if thigns dont start lookin up for me man.. i dunno... Not like they can actually stop me but its the principle of the matter... this is utter balls. my own damn mistakes and now i lay in shame...

I become neutral... Sk8ing at work today, i bailed quite a few times; but here-in lies the problem ( Read more... )

i hate fridays... i would much rather find myself busy. "relax" time is vastly over rated. i am incredibly destined to be alone... i hate it around here. i need to up and leave. I think theres liek 2 maybe 3 friends that even matter to me. Im starting to notice the subtle hints of how certain people would ditch me given oppertunity, and i dont like ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I inconvenienced your lives... I'm sorry that I put my own fear of becoming too attatched infront of everyone... I'm sorry that the people who once said they loved me got pushed away in return... I'm sorry that I cant be the man I need to be... When it all comes down to it. I was scared and still am. I'm tired of being this insecure piece ( Read more... )

Oh how i long to have the feeling once again. that feeling where no one else matters and its jsut me and that special some one. im afraid to take that chance again... what if i let some one get too close. i dont wanna hurt, me, or some one else. gah whats a man to do... no this isnt specifics either.

Tonight was awsome... i wonz 40 doolars at the poker, and had a great time (P.S. I love Rich Li ( Read more... )

Well its been a while that ive been away... I've either been too busy, stressed, or stoned to write as of late... today was the 3rd day of classes and i am already starting to skip english... that class blows cock 'n' balls. But i am dropping it too so i think this is an excusable skip, that teacher is fuckin retarded ( Read more... )

wow, 2nd day and i hate classes. I miss freedom... This better not cut down on BobAsh chillage, or else someones gonna get cut... and i think my english teacher tried to steal my identity. asking for my social security number and such. fuck that, ill kill his scrawny ass. oh well nothin i wont get over, but ive got to get out of that class