the good times are killing me ( Read more... )

i fucked up my livejournal somehow. i hate codes.

karma is such a bitch. im a wreck right now. i havent had a good cry in a while. i think thats why i havent been able to turn off the tears tonight. ive been searching for my journal but its lost amongst the garbage in my room. so i have to write electronically. fuck. thats all i can say. i hate feeling like this. hopeless. ive had such a good week ( Read more... )

i went to regular north's graduation last night and saw all my girlies get their diplomas, im so proud!! im sleep deprived, i need decent sleep. ew, ive been eating a lot of fast food lately and i feel unhealthy. ive also been drinking like a fish, ive become quite the alcoholic and i hate it. i think im going to do a 2 week cleansing thing. no ( Read more... )

i did it! i graduated last night. i gave a speech, nice delivery too. it was a big night for me. very exciting. afterwards i was kind of feelin down, it was kind of like a "what now?" thought..hm highschool is over.what do i have to look forward to? i felt unimportant for some reason. sometimes the human race really sickens me. i feel like i would ( Read more... )

im going to a job hiring fair tomorrow for cafe yumm, i hope i can pick up a job there! if not there, somewhere else.& fast. i hate this being poor shit. i sent out all my announcements for grad. i walk soon, im pretty excited. im getting a little procedure done next week and im a little nervous. im feelin good today. i have the house to myself ( Read more... )

this staying up all night crap has got to go. its so weird being out of school. i never work. i never do much of anything. i got my first tattoo on tuesday. ouch is all i gotta say. haha. no, it was worth it. i already have my next one planned out ( Read more... )

haha i kind of scammed the government so now i have OHP (!) and im getting a few dollars in food stamps each month. awesome. i really needed healthcare. so im pretty happy that i finally got help ( Read more... )

im a sassypants when im drunk ( Read more... )

summer weather, i love you.
its so warm outside!!

school is coming to an end :]

4 days off from work.

i smoked salvia last night. crazy shit.

im gonna get 200+ back in taxes :]

i want icecream.