it scares me when she says she feels reckless. and i wish i could make all that go away. because i know when shes been hurt or gets lost she goes out and does something crazy and stupid and that juss makes shit worse for her. because she later regrets it. i wish she would see life in a different prespective. i remember once reading something she ( Read more... )

i fucking hate how people take for granted what they have right in front of them. i miss my mom like crazy. you all have no idea what thats like. she wasnt just my mom she was my fucking friend. one of the best ones i had. i miss her more than anything. love what you've got dont bitch and complain about whats not in your life. im sick and tired of ( Read more... )

What i did was stupid. thats gotta be the dumbest thing i've done ever in my entire life. im turning into my father.  ecspecially after evan died. and i regret that whole night. i regret drinking, i regret getting in the car, i regret driving home, i regret going 70, i regret not stopping, i regret not having my seatbelt on. I THANK THE FUCKING ( Read more... )

im home again. im staying here cuz things are fucked up back in mi and florida. im sorry i fucked shit up for you.....i really love you i hope everything works out ok ( Read more... )

My mother passed away on September 1st. And one of my best friends passed away September 2nd. I miss them so much......my mom was like my best friend. i was freakishly close to her. she was all i had growing up. im back in mi and left cali because i feel like i need to see my best friends. im really lost right now ( Read more... )

there was something in the way you turned and looked at me.
i  s t a r t e d  p a n i c k i n g,  i  s t a r t e d  p a n i c k i n g.
until your hearbeat stopped.. until your body dropped
that will always be my favorite memory of you and me

yeah i'm never on this anymore..i'll update every now and then and maybe comment in certain people's entries. but if you wanna talk to me or something my sn is nott phat matt im me if you can hold a conversation. i'm an open book and a random kid its not that hard. alright talk to you kids later

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope, he is a gentleman..
And maybe he won't find out what I know:
You were the last good thing about this part of town...

When I wake up-
I'm willing to take my chances on
The hope I forget that you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you

You Need Him .. I could Be Him
I could be an accident but I'm still tryin
& ( Read more... )

Last night...uhh i never meant to take one night that far. but the more i think about it the better i feel. you are amazzingg. i leave michigan tomorrow afternoon and finally head home after a crazzzy week and a half. leaving behind a shit load of stuff i dotn wanna leave...but going home

wanna hang out before i go hit me up tonight

Went to Mi last week for about 4 days? My mom bought me the plane tickets, it was awesome of her. So of course we partied like it was 1999 lol dee stupid ass i love you. yeah saw my best friends i missed my crew like crazzzy. Saw the Florida kids too, they happened to be up there for 2 weeks. Crazy partying for a good 4 days straight. lots of ( Read more... )