so i had a really good day today!! its exciting. i actually feel good for the first time in a looooooooooooooooooooooong ass time. theres only one thing bothering me, and i need to get this out now b/c i havent told a single person and i really dont have anyone to talk to about it. i kinda like this girl, but im trying to ignore those feelings cuz ( Read more... )

im so confused. now i dont know if the girl i like really duz like me. im not sure if im getting blown off or wut the hell is going on?!?! AAAAHHH!! i hate this :(. im at school waiting cuz i have no classes right now. im done. but i guess im gonna go home, get my check and my guitar, go cash the check and take some extra cash, and get some shit ( Read more... )

k i need to vent reaaaaaaaaaally badly. and if ANYONE is offended by me posting this on LJ, too bad. its not my fault that u choose to read this. i need to vent right now...

ugh... i hate my life... i keep letting myself get hurt over and over and over. i just got blown off AGAIN, by someone who led me to believe that she wuz different. look, if ( Read more... )

wow. i havent written in this thing in like 4 months. but i really need to get something out ( Read more... )

you know, i wonder how many people actually read my last 2 entries. considering i didnt really get ANY comments on them, even though i havent posted in like 2 months or sum shit. wutever. i dont really care. time to listen to music and talk to ppl to get my mind off shit. later

who ever thot itd hurt this much. i dont know wut to think. my head really hurts. bleh. i really need someone to be here right now. i dont care who anymore. i just need someone.

saves the day's old cd is really fucking good by the way. and the lyrics are amazing

sara, dont feel bad after reading this entry, and dont let it affect ur already-made decision. i just need to get this out. this whole thing with brett wuz the reason why i couldnt go out with you long distance...b/c i knew there would be someone closer to you that would be able to offer you more than i could, and now it has happened and i must ( Read more... )

the sidekick is most definitely sara!! lol and everything except the bondage pants and leather is true! thats really freaky lol

hey guys! holy crap its been like 3 or 4 weeks since i last posted. i dunno, lj is startin to get a lil boring. maybe its cuz ive been gettin happier over the past few weeks and ive had less problems of my own to deal with. my hair is black, my ear is a 2, my band no longer has keyboards, but we sound amazing and were finally stepping up to the ( Read more... )

i love how some people over react to a livejournal comment that wuznt even bad in any way possible.

in other news, my bands show is tomorro nite! woohoo! we finished our 2 new songs today at practice and they are amazing. the show shall rule all anus. weehoo.

and in other news again...lol i took a funny quiz thingy: