new username: pinklies.

aol sucks ass. i got my account terminated. so my new sn is smokystarz. i don't think i'm going to be joining any aol groups because i wasn't really agreeing with them. i prefer the regular rtas. i started the violation rta. and i'm liking it. it's a good set of girls and we're actually talking. i like talking rtas. i was thinking about adding two ( Read more... )

andrew and my 2 year anniversary was on sunday the 8th. worst day of my life. i think. heh. he promised me that we would see each other the whole day. so i called him that morning and he decided that he had to go to dance practice, which was from 1:30-3:30. tell me why i didn't talk to him til midnight? there goes my entire day. i waited for him.. ( Read more... )

i haven't updated this in a while. andrew went to vegas for competition. they got all platinums and one gold, i think. they also got this special he-man award for their ymca dance. so cute. and andrew got special because he was wearing leather. YE-OW! haha just kidding. and i saw him for the first time yesterday. and it was nice. we went to the ( Read more... )

wow, i don't update this as much as i would like to. hm, yesterday, andrew came over and we talked. it was a nice talk. we talked about our differences and what would happen if things kept going the way they were going. and we don't want to end up hating each other. he filled up my gas tank too. i love him. he's so sweet. then i drove him home. and ( Read more... )

andrew and i kinda broke up again. like we're tired of trying so hard. a relationship shouldn't have to be this hard. but we're still talking and he's supposed to come over today, so i don't know. he's supposed to call me but he has dance. i hate dance. but oh well, it makes him happy.
i started my new site and it's finally up. http://stupid-grrl. ( Read more... )

my sister never dyes her hair but for some reason she wanted to put light brown streaks in it. so we were bored and decided to take off to walmart today. we grabbed some hair dye. i turned in job applications to office max and borders. i bought 2 books at borders today. i want to return one, it's exactly like the movie "how to deal" and i see that ( Read more... )

i just don't feel important to anybody anymore. i don't like how my life is going right now. i have dreams and hopes that just seem to all be going down the drain. i have work today, and i'm going to go look for another job after work today. andrew's in stockton with anthony. but you know he never tells me shit, cuz i'm not important to him. i just ( Read more... )

woke up today. and did nothing. haha. like normal. magic sent out an issue of klutz that i did. it was perfectly aligned. i could careless about the rest of the issue. i talked to andrew for a while and decided that we should go to santa cruz. i went to the bank, withdrew some money, and then i got some gas. i came home, got ready and bounced. the ( Read more... )

work sucks. i've been working all week. i'm about to get ready and leave for work too. i was late to work yesterday. i haven't been doing much. just been on this computer since i fixed it and at work. sometimes i'm on the phone with andrew, but that's like never. we don't talk much because of dance. he's always at dance ( Read more... )