Scar tissue has no character. It's not like skin. It doesn't show age or illness or pallor or tan. It has no pores, no hair, no wrinkles. It's like a slip cover. It shields and disguises what's beneath. That's why we grow it; we have something to hide. -girl, interrupted

im not okay.

fuck my life

sometimes things just work out.
sometimes, you don't think they will, but somehow they do.

I'm happy.

=]

i got my hug.
Just need that shit called time.
i can finally sleep.
I slept like 3 hours last night cause i kept waking up.
No fun.

i feel dead.
i think i died.
Maybe i did.
Jesus fucking christ.

ugh so muchs hittt

thank god I have him.
It makes life a million times easier to deal with
=]

but seriously, im so in over my head right now.
& i feel like shit
& i just wana sleep
till i see him again.
Thats all i ever wana do these days
I hate being in my house.
=[

turning 18 tomoro.
I feel like something should change. Anything.
But, nothing will. I'm not guna become more mature just because society will be able to label me as an adult. Nothing... I can buy ciggs, which i've never needed an ID for, I can um, gamble? Is it 18 or 21?
Oh and the getting into real clubs factor.
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