Havent written in the LJ in seven weeks. Hmm.

Lets just say, life isnt good by any means.

Peace out.

Haha, I know probably none of you care but here's my schedule for next semester! :D

Monday:
Intro to Literacy for Diverse Leaners
12:15-1:30

Tuesday:
American Literature II
9:25-10:40

The Bible
10:50-12:05

Differentiating Instruction in the Secondary School
4:30-5:45

Wedneday:American Literature II ( Read more... )

Oh what the hell she says
I just can't win for losing
And she lays back down
Man there's so many times
I don't know what I’m doin'
Like I don't know now

By the light of the moon
She rubs her eyes
Says it's funny how the night
Can make you blind
I can just imagine
And I don't know what I’m supposed to do
But if she feels bad then I do too
So I let ( Read more... )

I am back to real life. I thought that going home would help my depression. But it made it worse. I literally had the best weekend of my entire life. Just standing there listening to my favorite band with my absolute favorite people.....it was perfect. Ive never been one to cry from happiness, in fact, Ive often wondered how people can, but ( Read more... )

Ok. Making fun of my clothes is one thing. I understand that Im fashion retarded. Making fun of me because I obsess over my weight is also acceptable. I understand that I am certainly not normal when it comes to food. But making fun of me for doing favors for my friends is quite fucking ridiculous. Im sick of you trying to "train" me to be more ( Read more... )

ok so maybe ill ask my doctor about helping me get off my anti depressants. I'd rather deal with that embarrassment, than embarrassment from something else.

This week has been like a rollercoaster. I dont know how to feel anymore ( Read more... )

1. You are arrogant, close-minded, and judgemental. Yet, you are the one person I want to get better for. You inspire me to be a better person; I honestly dont know how you do it. There are some times where I want to strangle you and I feel that I will never understand you, but you have definitely changed my life for the better and I want to thank ( Read more... )

Summer time and the wind is blowing, outside in lower chelsea.
And I dont know what Im doing in this city,
The sun is always in my eyes,
It crashes through the windows, and Im sleeping on the couch,
When I came to visit you,
Thats when I knew that I could never have you,
I knew that before you did,
Still Im the one whos stupid
And theres this burning, like ( Read more... )

Im slowing starting my plan to make myself a better person. My sickness kinda put a hold on things, but Im feeling much better. Still not 100% though ( Read more... )