6 months seizure free!! :D

knock on wood.

chris rock, kill the messenger.

-george bush has fucked up so bad, he made it hard for a white man to run for president!

-i dont need a president with a bucket list!

-is america ready for a black president? WELL WE SHOULD BE! WE JUST HAD A RETARDED ONE!

-john mccain, how you gon' make decisions buot the future, when you aint gon be here?

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i want to close my eyes ( Read more... )

why would you steal from your friend ( Read more... )

yanno.. i hadnt hung out with her since i moved out of her house.
April 16th.
Since then- i had seen her for a total of 5 minutes in person.
& talked to her on the phone maybe 3 times- totalling maybe 5 minutes ( Read more... )

im all moved in.
cable is set up.
got internet.
bed & desk are in the right spot.
every piece of laundry is done & hanging in my closet.
my bathroom is clean and everything in there matches.

-sigh-

now if i could get a day off--
yeah right!
ahaaaaaaaa.

anyone wanna hang out wednesday or thursday?

she doesnt want me to live with my dad.
but she doesnt want me to move out of my dads house.
it all goes back to-
nothing i ever do is going to be good enough for my mother ( Read more... )

im trying.
i promise.
with all that i have;
im trying to think of a time when my mother was happy.
or when i called her & she was in a good mood.
i SWEARRRRRRRR.
its so fucking frustrating.
every. single. time. i call.

she's such an angry person.
& it makes me angry.
&& i dont like it.
AT ALL.
in case you wondering ( Read more... )

why is it that i do everything in the world for everyone.. & i feel like.. ; if i ever needed something - theres only like 1 or 2 people who would be there for me ( Read more... )

i have never met someone with so many anger managemant issues, and SUCH a REDiCULOUSLY way too short temper, as my mother. ugh. "i dont understand why you dont move back in with me. i just dont get it." PSHA! good one.

i love my job. yesterday there was a lunch at work for retired jefferson teachers. it was so weird seeing teachers like mr ( Read more... )