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[familiar_voice]

on one of my entries a few weeks ago, the one before i cut my friends list, i said that i could count on one hand, 5 girls that i could count on for life. 12 days later, my number has decreased. down to 2. and you should know who you are

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[dizzyupthegirrl]

im sorry darling :(
i know how it feels, just wanting to give up because you feel like you've been trying too hard and not getting what you needed in return.
has anything new happened with the WV thing?
i hope you stay!

[familiar_voice]

exactly! its like you can read what im thinking, but put it into better words. -sigh-

as for the WV thing, on our way to dinner tonight, my mom stopped by to talk to my godfather (um he lives across the street and 2 houses down lol) and he is going to look at lots and houses tomorrow. I overheard him ask her if she's still interested and she said "yes, very much so, more than anything.."

but when i ask her about it, she stops what she's doing completely (if ya knew my mom, she never stops doing anything lol) and just tells me not to worry about it, and that everything will work out for me. and tells me she loves me.

i still dont know if i want to og, or if i want to stay. -sigh- things will work out in the end.

♥

[diamondxeyes]

i didnt even see an entry about you moving...and i know a lot of this shit is to me...sorry that i am extremely busy. Im also sorry that b/c we dont get to hang out a lot you cant call me your friend...best friends? yeah...i guess you were lying? I wasnt. And i love you...even if you dont care anymore.

[diamondxeyes]

and on second thought...you are really being fucking ignorant and selfish. I would never put all the blame on a friendship failing on you...but you do it to all your friends...it takes 2 to tango. Why didnt you ever call me? Why dont you comment in my journal? Why did you take me off of your friends list? Yeah...its NOT all my fault. I miss you and i know that doesnt matter...my feelings are hurt too

[familiar_voice]

you dont show that you miss me in the least bit. i can see how im being selfish, but not ignorant. ive tried to call you, and yeah your always busy. but when you do have time for friends, it seemed to me that i wasnt as important to you as angela or aj. and that hurts more than you can ever know. I made several entries that said HEY START COMMENTING OR IM TAKING YOU OFF MY FRIENDS LIST EVEN IF WE ARE BFFL. it wasnt just you, i took a lot of people off. why write when people dont read?

im sorry if i hurt your feelings, it wasnt my intent. but im constantly hurt because i feel as if you would be fine if we werent friends.

[diamondxeyes]

How do you want me to show that I miss you? I am not very good at showing emotions...at all. Im glad you can admit that youre being selfish here but since you dont understand I will tell you why you are being ignorant... just because I dont have time to call you all the time and hang out a lot doesnt mean im not your friend anymore. When I do have time for friends...youre right...the first people i go to are AJ and Angela...usually AJ though. I love him and I dont get to see him as much as people think so I do like to spend time with him. And about the commenting thing...I do read what you write but sometimes I dont really have anything to say, sometimes I just dont know what to say. Sorry?

I know it wasnt your intent but thats what happened. I frickin cried all yesterday because of you. Tell me how thats me being fine if we werent friends?

[mihsgirly]

it shouldn't matter how many comments you get from people. just bc they might not always take the time to comment doesn't mean they don't read. and if they don't read, lots of people atleast scan. whether you get 1 or 100 comments, you keep saying its your journal and you'll write whatever you want... well write what YOU want. who cares what anyone else thinks? if they are gonna comment, then yay, you got a comment. if not, then it shouldn't really matter. im not trying to be a bitch but why be like hey comment comment comment or i'm gonna cut you from my friends list and then get mad when they don't talk to you. you're upsetting kacey too btw.

[familiar_voice]

it doesnt matter, your right. i dont write to see how many comments i get. but once in a while, i dont even think anyone reads my journal.. so whats the point of having me added as a friend if your not even going to read? the only entry i looked for comments about was the one about me moving.

i understand ur not trying to be a bitch.

dont you think kacey upsets me too? leave that problem up to us please.

[ohxamy]

i read but i dont comment. am i not your friend anymore too? i should hope not because thats not fair.

[familiar_voice]

ur still my friend..?

[tangy105]

i agree with sarah, and i agree with kacey. you are being ignorant and selfish, and hypocritical. if you are adamant about this being "YOUR JOURNAL" then why would it matter if people comment? who cares? its a journal for christ's sake. what does it matter if someone else talks about what you write? and you can't bitch about people not calling you and hanging out with you, you dont call anyone either! and honestly, you haven't given anyone a reason to care if you are moving away. all you do is complain that no one is your friend and that no one cares about you. how could anyone miss that?

[familiar_voice]

ARE YOU JOKING?! HAVE YOU READ YOUR OWN JOURNAL BEFORE?! THATS ALL YOURS USED TO BE WAS "WAH WAH WAH MY FRIENDS SUCKKK". and you call ME a hypocrite? funny.

and ill repeat. the only entry i cared about people commenting to was the one about me moving.

incorrect. i do call people. i admit to having a problem sometimes with remembering to call people back, but that doesnt mean i call people and ask them to hang out. i cant control that they are too busy for me.

are you done yet? cuz really, ur wasting ur time commenting because i dont ever agree with anything you say, and you arent making any points. your opinions do not matter to me. all you do is cause trouble. i sure as hell wont miss you.

Hmmm....

[vv_rob16_vv]

Well...you guys don't know me what so ever...I'm just a friend of Kayla's...I met her online through a friend, so whatever I say probably won't matter. But I dunno, maybe because I'm laid, but I think that you guys should just relax and not get so mad over a thing like not talking or beeing to busy to call each other. Or yell at each other saying how bad of a person the other person is...you guys should all just suck it up and realize that maybe life is to short to bitch each other out. Step back and look at what you guys are talking about with each other? Throwing friendships away for nothing seems truly PATHETIC...I really don't know if you guys are still in high school or not but once you leave high school things change in college...you'll have to live it to believe me, but friends back home or from home are the ones that are important. Stop being so negative with each other and realize the truth, that you guys love each other...Rob from PB

Re: Hmmm....

[familiar_voice]

your right.

<3