the "support" i need from my "friends" right now is nonexistant.
Maybe I'm jaded and bored Always looking for more Wait around for the next big fix I know I'm a wreck, I'm a mess But I couldn't care less Don't know what it would take to change me....
so of course plu season rolls around. and i get it. right away. ew. i hate being sick. i've been spitting huge mucus balls out. yum! starting to get better today, which sucks cause i have to work.
being single has been strange, but i don't feel so lonely. Paul has walked some what back into my life. && i really do love him, alot. so i'll see what
it's hard to wake-up. I realise that i am so insignificant. i no longer matter in the hearts of those i care about. no one really cares anymore. it's hard to feel so alone but not want to express it. i don't want to call anyone to hang out. you don't owe me anything.
i am insignificant in the lives of others. i am insignificant in my own life.