i got a real diary. a written one where i write things that actually matter! yay for me! so peace out livejournal! i'd say "its been fun"... but it hasnt! but i swear... its not you, its me. we have just grown in a different direction, and ill always have a special place for you in my heart... no, not really.

Today i lost my ring. i know that sounds whiney, but its really upsetting. its my favorite ring that i have been wearing sinse i was 8 years old. Its that one "perfect ring" that some people only get to have once. this was a ring i wanted to have for my entire life, and i lost it. My dad gave it to me on my 8th birthday before he left on a business ( Read more... )

wow, people are dropping like flies in our senior class. i cant even believe what is going on at rio anymore. i literally dont feel safe. i was talking to a friend today, and he made a good point. he said "what if this is like an omen or warning of something worse to come?". how could things get worse? i mean, i guess things could ALWAYS get worse ( Read more... )

"College Kids ( Read more... )

Latly my life has been amazing. everything going pretty damn good. i even acknowledged my unusually long stretch of 2 weeks of a good mood by talking about it and openly wearing a smile on my face. I dont know... i would just wake up with a smile on my face and it stayed all day, then all week. i laughed a lot and enjoyed everything i did. i had ( Read more... )

im not exactly sure why i ever update this, its not like people leave comments, but i guess thats okay. everyone has kinda migrated over to myspace including myslef (i know, what would the world be without hypocrites? demorcats!). Yesterday my car died on the freeway, and today it was pronounced 100% junk. bummer. i gotta work on my hitchiking ( Read more... )

Im not sure what to say. for the first time in my life im truly at a loss for words that make sense. This week i have experienced every type of greif there is to experience over Mikes death. i've seen the blank stare of a friend whos thoughts towards everything are so dark that he cant speak. i've seen ragefull greif of punching walls as if the ( Read more... )

Today was intense. but in a good way. If i had known that i was capable of having such a day... i think i would have started waking up early every day. last night i came home and crashed after a long weird night. and when i woke up, the world looked different. it was unusually sunny out and that put me in a good mood. so then after trying to ( Read more... )

someone posted this on myspace and i thought it was funny. then again, i laugh at pretty much everything ( Read more... )

Here i am... Fairbanks Alaska. in some random Dormroom. Hmmm, this trip isint anything like i thought it would be. its taken some seriously odd turns that have lead me here. in this room... thinking weird thoughts about weird things that i DEFFINATLY should not be thinking about. Its so strange, while i sit here i know im supposed to be thinking ( Read more... )