hen the fog comes through the golden gate ( Read more... )

i have frustrations i can't get rid of ( Read more... )

ryanrp022: i love you so much, i really can't explain it but i do know its you i want to be with no one else just you and i know i want to spend the rest of my life with you i know we say this a lot but i really mean all of this i look forward to being with you and living with you forever, and im never going to do anything to hurt you cause that is ( Read more... )

yea... i'm a really boring person. kim's always making fun of me 'cause i never do anything. i don't really want to. so yea.. i'm starting to wonder if ryan will get bored of me.. i'm not fun. and i never really have anything interesting to talk about. i wonder if he isn't already bored of me.. i mean, what the heck do we ever do? we watch movies ( Read more... )

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i had a pretty good weekend. :) it was amazing in the fact that i got to spend time with ryan. :) it sucked a little 'cause i didn't get to see ryan as much as i would have liked.. he had to work a lot. but we saw each other enough!! :) and i just CAN'T WAIT to see him again!!! :D ( Read more... )

i don't have class until 2:30.. i think that's a bad thing.. haha.. 'cause all i do all day is sit in my room and play around on the computer. i dont' know really anyone here yet, and that's sort of annoying. i know josh, but i don't feel like going to mcwane.. haha.. i don't even have any work to do. i actually did more work last night than was ( Read more... )

i'm so freaking MAD. so mad. last time i was this mad, it was because of the same person! i mean jesus christ. i wish he would drop off the face of the planet. i won't say die becuase that's not nice. go ahead and call me a bitch, i don't care. this son of a bitch is always saying shit about me, and then when i bring it up, he either denies it, or ( Read more... )

avenged sevenfold ( Read more... )

so i finally stopped keeping this thing a secret and added some of my lj friends.. hahaha.. so who cares ( Read more... )