talk about the most fun i've had all summer. :) lakefest was SO freakin' AWESOME!! i spent the whole weekend with ryan. :) :) friday, chris came over, and we went to pick up ryan from work. (totally drove the camaro. :D) and then we went to clarksville and walked around for a while, and then went to uppy's and got some girl to buy us beer.. hahaha ( Read more... )

i have to say things are looking up. i think. i can't really tell.. haha.. sometimes everything feels like it's going in the right direction, and the next thing i know, i feel like it's falling apart again. oh well, just go with it, i guess. [oh it's all a crying shame. better find someone to blame. -ok, go ( Read more... )

haha.. yea.. i over analyze almost everything everyone says.. i look for hidden meanings in the smallest sentences. bah, i wish i would learn to just shut the hell up sometimes ( Read more... )

i wish it was our souls baby, drifting off to sleep ( Read more... )

i asked ryan if we'd ever be more than just friends.. and he didn't answer, so i just said, "okay never mind that" and i changed the subject, and he says, "way to just change the subject like that.." haha.. I said, "well, you didnt' answer, so i figured that you didn't want to." he said that it wasn't that he didn't want to answer, it was that he ( Read more... )

yea.. so i've been getting home at 3 am for the past three nights.. mom only knows about one night though. ;) hahaha.. i'm good ( Read more... )

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man, i'll tell you.. i'm so sick of this ryan bullshit. i really like him, and i want to be with him, but if he's going to stay with that whore, then i'm done. it was dumb of me in the first place to even consider this as an option, i guess ( Read more... )

so yea, we went to disney. it was awesome!! :D we stayed in Port Orleans at the French Quarter, and were about a mile from the park. me and jen went on all the rides, and didn't have to wait for longer than 10 minutes on any of them!!! stuff just kept working out! haha.. it was great. we got mom and aunt maryanne on the kiddie rides, but that was ( Read more... )

i've been here half a day, sat out by the pool for maybe an hour, and i've already got a tan. ;) saweet ( Read more... )