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[fan_eunice]

I started a long post but it just went super negative so I deleted it instead of posting. I am completely overwhelmed right now. The long and short of it is that the last year has brought into sharp relief just how unhappy I have been for a very long time, and how much of it is to do with how dependent I am, and now that I am back in my old

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[ride_4ever]

*hugs* *hugs hugs* *hugs hugs hugs* There, did you feel that? See, you're not disappeared.

Also, though it feels like crap, it's a "positive of the negative" that you are worried...because worried is way more alive than apathetic.

And yes, that last sentence. No one but Zen could be Zen, but everyone's life could get a boost from being inspired by her. Grab that inspiration!

[fan_eunice]

*HUGHUGHUGHUG*

I have an appointment with vocational rehabilitation at the end of the month. Hopefully they can help me work all this out.

[ride_4ever]

I'll be watching for news of how that vocational rehab thing goes. I know you have obtacles to being in the physical places and the emotional places that some jobs require, but you also have an exceptional intelligence and creativity and a lot of heart, and there is stuff to be done that would be done better by you than by someone else.

[amilyn]

*hugs*

This sounds like a difficult place to be, and I'm so sorry that you're being faced with still more difficulty.

I've been thinking about you a lot and what amazing friends you and Zen were to each other.

[pharis]

Sending giant hugs and echoing the above -- you're not disappeared!

[barkley]

{{{hugs}}}}

[jarrow]

I love you so, so, so much, and I'm so sorry that you're feeling overwhelmed. That's a very scary feeling. I'm going to put out a feeler to someone I know to see if I can shake out anything for you. I want to help if I can. At the very least, I offer you many many hugs and snuggles.