my last few hours of vacation are dwindling away. i'm suppose to wake up at 4:30am tomorrow. i was planning on going to sleep early but i don't want to now. i want to stay awake and do things but it's too late now. i guess i'm going to bed soon. now the new year is really going to begin...here's to the possibilities!!!

hey look myspace and youtube got married and made a baby called livevideo!!

http://www.livevideo.com/lena

retarded things happen when you let the retarded side of you take over.

there was a moment during the day when everything around me seemed exactly where it should be and still i did not know where or why i was. it was nap time and we were up on stage, their little urine scented plastic cots seemed comforting enough; they didn't complain, though I found the sheets dingy and the floor dusty. she jumped on my back and i ( Read more... )

"Now will saying 'yes' get you in trouble at times? Will saying 'yes' lead you to doing some foolish things? Yes, it will. But don't be afraid to be a fool. Remember, you cannot be both young and wise. Young people who pretend to be wise to the ways of the world are mostly just cynics. Cynicism masquerades as wisdom, but it is the farthest thing ( Read more... )

o man, i'm like totally into this indian food place called Ashoka on Pioneer. their Bengan Bhartha (baked eggplant, mashd and sauteed with herbs, peas, onions and tomatoes) is TO DIE FOR! and their garlic nan. oh man. the only thing is you smell really bad after eating there. well not bad but spicy.

everything seems so screwy lately. maybe it's the dimetap...or maybe it's reality.

this morning i woke up really late: 7:46am when i was supposed to be @ work @7:30am. why? i'm not sure, i went to bed really early too, so i could get to work early and get ready for my debut as math teacher. BUT instead i tossed and turned to cartoon dreams ( Read more... )

i'm listening to this story about a family who had a child with severe autism...behavior and toilet training issues. the mom and dad did as much as they could for thirteen years. the mom never slept a single night straight through. they couldn't do normal family things together without having to worry about outbursts. they tried with all their ( Read more... )

i used to think i wanted to write for a living but i realize now that i said that because i felt like i wanted to be cool...or something. the more i think about it, the more i know i don't have what it takes to be a professional writer. it's sort of like when you're 7 and you say "i want to pick trash up off the beach when i grow up." but ( Read more... )