OMG its been freakin forever since ive been on here. I lost my password and then forgot about it and now i finally had time to actually sit down and make a new one up. An update: my son Nicholas is finally walking. Just got out of the hospital. He has asthma and he was having an asthma attack on sunday, i was at work so my parents took him to ( Read more... )

Well guys here is a much-needed update. As some of you may already know, 2006 has not been a kind year for me or my family. It all started January 1 when we had to take Nicholas to the ER. He was having an asthma attack and they had to give him a steriod shot just so he airway could open up for him to breathe. Well they release him and he ( Read more... )

Well I guess I'm doing pretty good these days. I still don't have a job, though, and that is killing me. I've been looking but I guess I need to go to the mall, and that's somewhere I dread working at. Nicholas is getting soo big. He's crawling, standing on his own, and almost walking. I can't believe how fast they grow up. It's unbelievable ( Read more... )

Its been a while since ive written in my journal but ive been way busy, especially this last week. My aunt has cervical cancer so shes downtown going thru chemo and radiation and she takes care of my gma who has alzheimers. So monday we meet her downtown to pick up my gma; were taking care of her thru her treatments, which are 5 days a week for 5 ( Read more... )

I think anybody would be proud of me right now. I haven't talked to my jerk ex-boyfriend at all today or yesterday. He called yesterday but I was in church and I was gonna call him back but I didn't. I wanted to see if he would call back, but guess what? He didn't!!! So fuck him I'm doing just fine without him. It is kinda sad that he didn't ( Read more... )

I still feel confused about my ex. I didn't talk to him at all yesterday and then today he called me and was going to come see Nicholas, but he decided to go play basketball with his friends. But the weird thing is that he sounded like he really cared about what I was going to say about him not seeing his son today. He's never acted like that ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do about my ex. He says that he still has feelings for me, but everytime we're hanging out and his gf calls he answers the phone right in front of me. Talk about disrespectful! I don't know what to do. I wish I could just forget about him and move on, but I can't. Not only have we been together for 3 years but we have a ( Read more... )