Don't you know that I'll be around to guide you ( Read more... )

This thing is a vortex. Now I'M re-reading entries from years ago. AGAIN. I should have just stuck with writing in here as therapy instead of seeing that stupid therapist. Then we'd REALLY have something fun to read!

I wish my computer wasn't broken.

I am happy. Everything is pretty much AMAZING.
Sometimes I have to make sure I'm not dreaming.

So, I decided to read entries from a few years back. It seems every entry starts with, "Everything is upsetting right now," or, "I'm a bad person." How much did I hate myself? I wish I could go back in time and bitch slap myself into intelligence. Why did I think everything was my fault? There are always two people in a relationship, and I never ( Read more... )

I went and scratched up the right lens of my two month old glasses so I had to send them to get fixed today. I'm wearing my old black Chanel ones and damn, I've missed them in their sexy glory. The funny thing is I see better out of this old prescription, too. My eyes are all sorts of messed up ( Read more... )

Since I'm half superstitious, I've been trying to clean all day so that I can enter 2008 with some sense of order. I pretty much only put away one laundry basket full of clothes before turning to Deadwood, the cat and his mid-day nap, and magazines. I feel alright about all of this, though ( Read more... )

things are good ( Read more... )

oh travel, you exhaust yet renew me in ways i cannot explain. luckily a skilled woman has just made me a large delicious gin and tonic ( Read more... )

i really like london ( Read more... )

so far i have hiked a volcano, gone to the vatican, swam in the tyrhennean sea on black sand beaches, had lots of wine and fresh organic oranges and lemons grown on villas ive stayed at, and more. italy is a lot nicer than spain was. rome, where i am now, is still scary because its a big city, but stumbling upon the forum is a beautiful site in the ( Read more... )