I get to see Michael tomorrow. I'm not to overly excited about it. I'm kind of trying to get over it. I looked back a few entries where i had mentioned him and i said "dude has a girlfriend, but i can tell he could be easily seduced, not that i would, i don't care".....Now look where we are. I suppose i did care enough, but i really didn't ( Read more... )

Last night was completely awkward. I worked with michael and asked him what he was doing, so he said he was gonna be up late. SO i called him later on, and hes like well i think im gonna go to bed. I was feeling really bummed, i mean last night i was seriously losing heartbeats waiting to talk to him. I put it out there like look, i feel as if ( Read more... )

Sooooo another night, without sex. Oh well. It's okay. I came so close last night, but he was at a friends house who was arguing with his girlfriend and that guy needed a place to stay. So i thought okay then at least tonight, tonight, tonight tonight tonight. Well he calls me back, and he's on his way to milledgeville. Hes going to see his ( Read more... )

she don't know me. SHE DOES NOT KNOW ME. let me say it again, this dumb bitch DOES NOT KNOW WHO THE FUCK SHE IS MESSING WITH. I will fuck her up, and ill get even worse, i will fuck her man then fuck her up. That trick got one more chance before i fuck her up. She don't know, i do this shit for fun and laugh. I need sex, so i dont know, ill ( Read more... )

Your screaming in the open ( Read more... )

Man I'm feeling a bit down. Im okay when i go a long time without sex. It just becomes non existant, but when i have it, then have it again, then again, it becomes a habit. Now when your doing it with someone's boyfriend, well its hard to keep up with that. And i know in less than a week hes going to be gone. So now here i am hoping that while ( Read more... )

Man I had a fun time last night. Call me evil, ill admit it. But after me and Rebecca hung out, and i took her home i gave michael a call to see if "he was okay". HAHAHA he saw right through that. But he called me back and i went to see him a little after one. I mean it was a hella fun time. So we went at it again....then i was ready to stop ( Read more... )

hahahaha yeah i had some more fish. It was better the second time....and third.

Jamie had a real nice long fish. HAHAHAHA Shhhhhhh Ill fill in rest later, right now im so tired and sore. Hahaa.

I had to go in to work today to tak my last test. I looked on the schedule and found out michael was working. I think im gettin it bad. So i figured id come in shortly after his shift had started and come up with some story about how my mom isn't cooking tonight and i don't know how to cook. Well it was offered that i got to sit in his ( Read more... )