lets see ( Read more... )

What a shit show that was. (in regards to my last post). SO . Nicole came to get me. then for reasons I Will never know, refused to take me home. I had to have my mom come get me, at great expense to myself. She got a restraining order, for literally no reason. lied about it. I put together the proof she was lying, but the judge "got it a few hours ( Read more... )

so, a few weeks ago, I flew to cedar rapids, to see my biggest crush of all time, Nicole k. I am in love. hard. I am confident she loves me just as much. I have wanted to be with her for as long as I Can remember. the room literally lit up the first time I saw her. I haven't gone more than a week I don't think ever without thinking about her. we ( Read more... )

LJ locked me out. you had a 20 year old email on file. it didn't exist. I recreated the same name, on a new account, and you sent the password to me, to a new account, that didn't exist for 20 years, because it had the same name. RAD.

That was a year ago. Been in my own place almost a year. Sober. Badger alloys. Finished velo bike minus body. Into electronics and microcontrollers and programming now. Life is great. Medicated. But need it. Legally mind you.

lets see.
back at god touch milwaukee.
working in a foundry.
staying sober. no desire to use.
saving money.
dad is dead, has been for over a year.
engineering an electric velomobile "car"
life is good.

YEP, I FUcking relapsed. AGAIN.. I Bet you are all sick of hearing that, NOBODy rEADS THIS BUT ME ANyway ( Read more... )

Time ... Jesus. where does it go ( Read more... )

Alie and i split in january. Moved her here. Caught her cheating. Kicked her out. .... Got probation on new case.... But abscounding... Turning myself in tomorrow.... Got a valknut tattoo today! Post when free!

ok. so I overdosed AGAIN in APRIL. went to msdf for an ATR. I am out now, but have new charges. ALIE wrote me while I was locked up. we are dating, I have loved her for quite a while, and things are really good. Today was my birthday . 30. saw alie and had drinks with mom. took bus to oshkosh. for alie the DA offered me 10 months on my new case. ( Read more... )