Screenplay Monologue or Screened Confession? (When the Line Between Reality and Fiction is Blurred)

[fante_bukowski]

I don't know who is right or wrong. I don't know if we're meant to be or not sometime later on down the line. I don't know if we'll stay the same, change for the better, change for the worse, die in some horrible accident or just blink out of existence. I don't know if we'll keep in touch or fade out of each other's lives. I don't know what the

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[raspberrychucks]

I don't know very much. It seems that whenever I'm sure of something, it changes. Still, there are some things that I will always know for sure. Things that remain unchanged. And there are things that, though they may change, I know them for what they are right now. Maybe they'll change and maybe they won't. I can't predict the future. But the present is where we should stay focused. You taught me that. I'm trying to live by it the best I can, and I'm trying to just let things fall where they will. I don't care about the solution or the finished product anymore. My footsteps along life's path are what I keep my eyes focused on. There's no other way. I don't have a map, and I'm terrible with directions. I don't know where I'm going. But it's different now. I'm not afraid of that. I don't dwell in it. Instead, I focus on the few things here and there that I do know.i've been thinking the same thing lately. except i'm excellent with directions. i have a great sense of direction except when it comes to what i want in life. and while i

[fante_bukowski]

I don't think picking the route is important in that way. I think it's more important in the fashion of what happens along the way and how that influences you. You know what I mean?

[raspberrychucks]

yeah, i know what you mean. i guess what i meant by picking the route, i meant by picking that route that all the good stuff happens along. we'll see what happens, though.

[fante_bukowski]

You gotta take the good and the bad. You ever see Vanilla Sky? "Without the bitter, baby, the sweet ain't as sweet."

[heranatomy]

thank you, matthew. I knew you always felt this way about me... but now it's confirmed...

idk. i'm just kidding. i just wanted to say something so you know i'm alive & still consider you a friend. so i opted for lame lines. oh forgive me. ^-^

v club.

[fante_bukowski]

Hahaha

Well, thank you. And thank you for reading it (and letting me know you read it). Often times I get the feeling people skip over my entries, saying it's just another emotional or depressing post from me.