♣ Part 1 ♣ Their dating period lasted a few more months, neither broaching the subject of a physical relationship again, until they knew more about each other and whether or not it would even be worth pursuing. Yixing had a very ‘the dice land how they want to’ attitude and that wa something that had Yifan imagining Yixing living a little freer than he thought. They did everything a new couple could in the later days, they would spend hours on end with each other or calling one another before they slept. Yixing had, between a fit of giggles, explained to Yifan how alphas actively avoided him because of how powerfully the alpha’s scent had settled on his skin and clothing.
As anybody who witnessed Yifan grow up, they would know that he had no ounce of possessiveness in his bones, however, Yixing saying that his scent alone was enough to drive other suitors away was something that had his chest swelling. He didn’t want to have Yixing, the only person who made him feel even slightly normal, to be taken away by a brash acting alpha. It wasn’t as if he knew what the omega in Yixing wanted, he could only guess that it was somebody like Yifan from what he had said about not wanting to be the centre of an alpha themed horror story.
It was their thirtieth official date ― they didn’t ever count the quick coffee runs and group dinners they’d spend the whole time flirting through as dates ― and Yifan could see a slight change in Yixing. The younger male had told him that they wouldn’t be able to meet up the week after, as Yixing would be going through his heat and they weren’t wanting their sexual relationship to begin then.
Howbeit, there was nothing stopping Yifan from worrying about the omega in the days all contact disappeared. He paced around his apartment during the times they usually spent together; he was constantly a single phone call away from Jongdae to beg for Yixing’s address for hour upon hour.
The text message from Yixing while Yifan was working idly on a Tuesday told Yifan that he was staying with Lu Han while he recovered and that he could drop by to catch up, if he wanted. Yifan had not been so eager to leave the television studio since the day Yixing had agreed to be the one Yifan could fulfil his secret fantasy with. Even his foot tapped annoyingly as he took the subway to the closest station near Lu Han’s apartment, that was how high his anticipation had made him. He took the stairs to the correct floor and Lu Han immediately swung open the door, his eyes wired and body haggard.
“Be glad you’re not an omega,” he huffed, his normally sleek hair was lined with grease and his skin appeared to have shiny pools of skin oil all over it.
“That tough?” Yifan raised an eyebrow, making Lu Han glare.
“Yes,” he snapped shortly, “I’ve never seen him that bad before, you’ve really got him wrapped around your little finger.”
Yifan’s head and face fell in surprise, “What do you mean?”
“He only wanted you. I would step into the room and help him cool off and all he’d say was stuff like: ’please get, Yifan’, ‘why won’t you let Yifan come here?’ and ‘I need Yifan.’ It drove me insane to be the one who had to tell him no, god. He is one stubborn omega. Good luck with him in the future.”
Guilt was a strange feeling, he knew he should have been there for Yixing but they had agreed that they would wait until everything was happening at the right time before they even started to touch each other. Plus, Yifan had agreed to Yixing topping him to be their first time and that would have been almost impossible while the omega was going through a heat that’s sole purpose was for recreation.
Lu Han said nothing more before turning on his heel and heading to where Yifan suspected was the bathroom, it wasn’t like he’d ever need guidance to find Yixing in the small apartment. The scent was heavier than normal, making Yifan’s sense go into overdrive to suppress the urge to find the source and bury his nose directly into where it was most potent. Instead, he found Yixing, freshly showered and dressed, flipping through a magazine on the bed. His entire face brightened when Yifan walked through the door, he even scrambled to the corner of the mattress to wait until Yifan was well within touching distance. There was a moment of looking at each other before the alpha dipped his head down to press their lips together and Yixing was smiling widely into it once it deepened slightly.
“I’ve wanted to do that for days,” Yixing sighed as they pulled away, his arms hanging around Yifan’s neck which made the tall male bend uncomfortably to stay as close as possible. “How are you?”
“I’m good, I worried about you though,” Yifan confessed, his fingers running themselves into Yixing’s conditioned hair. “How are you?”
Yixing gulped, his eyes diverting from Yifan’s as he blushed shyly, “It was the worst one I’ve ever had. Which is a double edged sword, I guess, because I only wanted you but I couldn’t have you.”
“Next time, I’ll be here,” Yifan wasn’t sure where his confidence came from but he knew it was true, he couldn’t leave the omega alone for another heat when he was fully capable of being there. “Then I can make you feel better, not worse.”
His response seemed to be the correct one, as Yixing went from reticent to beaming once Yifan has finished speaking. It was a cute sight that made Yifan’s heart thump and gush with emotion, his fingers massaged Yixing’s scalp delicately and the omega seemed to preen under the affectionate touches.
“It was only a few days and I feel so stupid for saying this but,” Yixing’s eyes were shining as they bore into Yifan’s, “I really missed you.”
“I missed you too,” Yifan rested his forehead on Yixing’s, “I’ll leave you to rest a little more and then we can meet up tomorrow, maybe I’ll take you home.”
Yixing nodded un-latching himself from Yifan after a quick peck on the lips, one which made the alpha itch to chase after the omega and kiss him senseless to show just how much he had missed his presence. However, they smiled softly at each other before Yifan slipped out of the room and headed back to his own apartment across the city.
~#~
There was a culmination of emotion whenever Yifan and Yixing came together but showing the omega his apartment had Yifan blurring with nervous. He could see how timidly Yixing made his way through the lobby of the grand building, his sneaker clad feet trying to move as soundlessly as they could until the omega deflated into Yifan’s shoulder once they stepped into the elevator.
“How can you live here?” Yixing expired, his hand clenching in Yifan’s. “It’s all so expensive.”
“I think I got used to it,” Yifan shrugged, his head tilted so he could look down at Yixing admiringly. “It’s one of my parents’ conditions about me being in China, I have to live where they choose.”
“They chose here?,” the omega sounded shocked, his widened eyes displaying the same and Yifan laughed lightly.
“They’re pushy,” Yifan played it down as the sliding doors opened to reveal the corridor that led to where his apartment was situated.
He guided Yixing until it was time to open the door, he unlocked it and uncovered his not so humble abode to the omega with a tentative smile.
“Shit,” Yixing gasped, pushing past Yifan to look around the open areas and take it all in as he made his way across the glossed flooring. The omega looked high and low at the apartment’s furniture, pointing out the things that came with the furnished space and Yifan was apprehensively aware of each of them. “It’s a little cold and detached, though, don’t you think? Not where children could be raised.”
“I want something more homely for when we have a family,” his mouth ran before his mind could stop himself and Yixing resembled a Meerkat as he went rigidly upright where he had been crouching. Yifan wanted to hit himself on the head for stating something so ridiculous that early in their relationship and he could only begin to hate himself as Yixing remained frozen where he stood. “I don’t know why I said that, you can forget it and we can make some dinner. Let’s forget I even opened my mouth.”
Yixing still did not move. Yifan wasn’t certain as to whether or not he should make a move towards Yixing or if he should wait for the other to have the first action, as he could not leave. They were where he lived. He began to walk, the footstep sounds made Yixing turn around but the omega had a slightly different look on his face than what Yifan had expected. He had anticipated fear or shock, not a small smile and blushing cheeks.
“Yifan, you’re only twenty and you’re thinking about having a family with somebody you’ve known for almost six months,” Yixing didn’t have a timid ounce in his body when he stood in front of the alpha in that living room and Yifan’s head was swimming in the scent of the confident omega. “I think it’s cute, very rushed but still cute. Not many people around our age are thinking like that, not when they can have their fill of anybody they please and I like that you’ve got a sense of what you want. I do too.”
“What do you want?” Yifan was finally in front of the younger man, his eyes cast down to look at him and there was an hint of something between them.
“I want to stay the night,” Yixing whispered.
That was enough to cue Yifan’s body to perspire and his internal heat to spiral upwards until he could feel it prickle on his temples. “Do you want to stay or stay the night?”
Yixing pondered the offer for a minute, the question spun in his eyes and Yifan could feel his body preparing itself for the excitement Yixing seemed torn between. He could only watch as the omega crept closer, his entire weight pushing on the balls of his feet as he tiptoed to be in line with Yifan’s mouth and he whispered, “Stay.”
The shift was sudden, Yixing’s mouth was upon his and Yifan felt a spark of pride when Yixing began to dominate and lead the kiss. He bent his knees slightly, giving the shorter boy more room to showcase his abnormally powerful omega strength. He could feel his shoulders being pushed until he was sat on the sofa, Yixing was in his lap and the omega stole each of the alpha’s gasping breaths into his own mouth. It was suffocating and smothering the the best kind of way.
Yifan felt exhilarated and completely at Yixing’s mercy as their tongues met, Yixing didn’t even need prompting to be the more enrapturing of the two. He was trailing his tongue from one side of Yifan’s mouth over to the other. The alpha could only let his mind finally give in to his fantasy. Even his instincts were clawing for him to be dominated, to have an omega that could easily take him on and be his equal in all things.
Saliva pooled where their lips met, the liquid warm and thick between them, leaving Yifan to adore how Yixing tasted in his mouth. There was something more sharp than sweet about the way the younger’s scent rested on his palette as it mingled, it was turned over by their tongues and it was intoxicating for the alpha. His arms fell limply by his sides, giving in completely to the way Yixing had a vice grip on his jaw and Yifan could have sworn he would have passed out if Yixing hadn’t of pulled away. Their spittle strung and connected their lips as they panted, reaching out for some composure weakly and there was a dark look in Yixing’s eyes.
Unsure of who initiated it, they both rose from the plush sofa pillows and walked over in sync to the door that joined Yifan’s bedroom to the rest of the extraordinary flat, the wooden panel was kicked open as Yixing rejoined their mouths. The omega had such presence that Yifan barely picked up that he was being laid out across his mattress, his legs falling open as Yixing crawled between them. It was heated and heavy, the omega looming over the alpha with compelling comportment. Yifan felt as though his lips could only follow blindly as his hands fumbled with Yixing’s shirt. The omega let him shed his shirt, pulling away an inch or two to let the fabric pass between their bodies and Yifan yanked his own t-shirt above his head. It left them both bare-chested and palpitating before Yixing showed a small sense of insecurity.
“Do you want to do this?” Yifan’s broken breaths vibrated, making Yixing’s eyes fall away slightly.
“I do,” Yixing nodded, his fingers curling around the curved corners of Yifan’s shoulders. “I’m just worried it won’t be any good, I’ve not ever―”
“It’s okay, I’m willing and patient, I can help you if you need it,” Yifan’s shaking finger touched Yixing’s brow and the omega pressed his face into Yifan’s palm. “You can go slow, you don’t have to be completely dominating.”
Yixing nodded, his resolution visibly steeling as his mouth dipped down to nip, lick and suck at Yifan’s neck in an almost possessive sense. It was the way Yifan had done it when he and Yixing had an intense lip lock in the past. That alone sparked off arousal in Yifan, knowing that Yixing had been hyper-aware of what he had been doing him, slowly taking notes in how to make somebody crumble at his hands Yifan was driven insane with that notion. He could feel the scolding bites of the omega’s teeth and the cool, relaxing caresses of tongue straight after. It was just enough stoking and dampening to have pushed Yifan into a whiny moan. His deeper voice cracked, the sound broke through a part of his throat that hadn’t been used since his younger years and he felt Yixing slowly smile against his skin.
The alpha stuttered in surprise as Yixing’s mouth jumped from his throat to where his nipples had hardened at the press of the omega’s toned chest. Yifan was so deeply enraptured in what was happening to him that he could feel his cock hardening in his jeans, it was happening fast and he knew it was the thrill of the unknown treading into his veins. He knew he didn’t have to say anything for Yixing to know how good his tongue laving at his nipples felt, the silent arousal was surely felt by the man straddling his waist. The increase of tension seemed to release a pressure in Yifan’s head, the headache of conformity set in by his parents was being forcefully shoved out by the presence Yixing had. The omega was skilled in flicking his tongue, despite his previous worries and fears, it was defining for Yifan.
Somebody wanted him like that.
He unbuttoned his own jeans, giving his hands something to do while they trembled in want and he heard Yixing keen as his knuckle passed over the omega’s growing bulge. Yifan was in seventh heaven knowing that Yixing was just as turned on by their actions as he was, the omega seemed to enjoy being the more dominant one and Yifan was getting his chance at submission. He pried his jeans down his legs, leaving his underwear in place to make sure that there was a barrier there to make sure that Yixing knew he could pull away at any time. The omega copied the action with himself, leaving his mouth at Yifan’s right nipple and his hands to fumble in pulling his trousers down. Yifan felt saliva flood into his mouth as he watched Yixing’s ass rise up suggestively and he found himself thinking about being inside Yixing for the first time. It threw any subconscious anxiety he had that he might never want things to be that way around, yet he discovered that he wanted Yixing to both have him and for him to have Yixing too.
His mind went back to the room when Yixing’s index finger ran up the length of Yifan’s erection, his eyes darkening as he felt the heat change into a damp spot over where the tip was covered. If there was any doubt that neither of them wanted it, it was eradicated in that moment. Yixing looked up at Yifan with a nod and the alpha returned it, his fingers feeling around on his bed for a bottle of lubricant and he could feel Yixing grinding slightly on his knee while he shifted on the mattress. He could feel the omega’s heaving breath on his sternum, the wet heat from it making Yifan’s body quiver as his fingers wrapped around the plastic bottle.
Yixing reached out and accepted the tube, shuffling down Yifan’s body to pull his underwear down and the alpha’s cock was in line with the omega’s eyes. He felt Yixing’s nervous laugh against the veined member, a tremor of pleasure edging up his body and confining itself in the nerve endings at every weak spot of Yifan’s body. Something wet began to form on Yifan’s leg, where his body met Yixing’s and the omega’s scent wrapped around every particle in the room.
“I can’t help it,” Yixing apologised, his hand covering his face shyly, “I want you too.”
“It’s okay,” Yifan reassured the younger with a quick stroke of his hair. “I’m the same in that respect, we will do that when you want.”
Yixing relaxed slightly in relief before he sat up, his chest rising and falling with deep breaths as he popped open the lubricant and peered over to Yifan warily, the alpha only nodded and Yixing squirted some of the liquid into his hand. Yifan whispered for him to rub it over at least three of them, to make sure that he did it thoroughly to make it easier for the both of them. The omega followed his advice closely, even when Yifan shifted his knees up and Yixing pressed a nervous finger forward.
“Do to me whatever you do to yourself when you do this,” Yifan advised, Yixing’s brow losing its crease a little as he swirled his finger around the alpha’s rim.
The sensation, foreign and new, had Yifan choking on his own tongue as the sense of thrill radiated from where the pad of Yixing’s finger was pressed in that moment. It left a wake of need and want as it slipped into Yifan’s hole, he watched Yixing’s earnest determination as he repeated the action in the tight cavern. The discomfort was barely there, the omega’s slender finger pressing softly on Yifan’s inside and he settled back on the mattress. His erection was painfully hard and Yifan was half certain that his knot would form in no time at all, that was until the second finger edged its way in.
There was a burning feeling, even though the appendage slipped in easily beside the other, which only worsened as Yixing began to move them together and widened them in scissoring motions. Whilst he knew he was opening up slowly, Yifan wanted the aching pain to pass and become something of titillation. He was fully aware that his preparation would take a while, even if he relaxed as much as he could, and he willed for it to be over. There was nothing he wanted more than to tell Yixing that everything at every stage felt heavenly, yet he knew he couldn’t with his much discomfort he had been thrown into.
Yixing seemed to notice and brushed his fingers softly up and down the most prominent vein on Yifan’s shaft, the alpha felt the rumblings of gratification stand at the boundary of his mind and there was a small moan that formed between his lips. Yixing seemed to be encouraged by the sound, his fingers moving with more fluid confidence, they felt around inside Yifan until they came to a point where electric stimulation shot out like a bullet to Yifan’s brain. He whined, his body reacting with a slight jolt and Yixing aimed to rub over that place a few more times. It made Yifan’s cock leak in a glistening puddle on his stomach and the omega slipped a third finger in without Yifan reacting with anything other than a small flinch.
The omega fingered the alpha like that, rhythmic and concise in seeking arousal for the older male and Yixing seemed to find the sight of Yifan slowly falling apart at his fingertips, quite literally. There was a moment where Yixing didn’t seem to realise that he had begun to thrust his hips into thin air while his fingers drove in and out of Yifan’s ass, the omega’s eyes not once leaving the twitching hole.
Yifan, however, had his head back and throat on show as he arched his back in unadulterated pleasure. He could sense his knot forming, the hardened expansion occurring so fast that Yifan could barely contain how he fucked back against Yixing’s dexterous hands. He relished in the sensations, the electricity running in his veins like blood and escaping via the moans from his mouth. The alpha felt wanton, as if he needed something bigger than Yixing’s fingers inside of him. That triggered a stream of cries of Yixing’s name from his lips and they filtered out into the air around them.
Yixing, who had been distracted by just watching Yifan, was brought back around to the needs of the alpha below him. Yifan watched on as Yixing withdrew his indulgent fingers, the wet pop led to the softest of twitches from Yifan’s slowly swelling cock. Yixing licked his lips as he stripped the remnants of his clothing off, the both of them still in their socks but neither had the will to care about that. Not when Yixing began to slather his erection in the lubricant, he rubbed from tip to base in the fluid and Yifan could not only smell but see the fluid that was trickling out of Yixing’s ass. It made everything all the more real to the alpha. He was getting his deepest fantasy played out with an omega who was so very willing to be the one to grin an alpha into a whimpering wreck.
When the omega lined himself up at Yifan’s entrance, he bent forward to kiss the alpha slowly, his hands holding at the elder’s hips while he slid in. The first push was easy for Yifan to accept but getting the whole cock within him was something that took a little more time, the ache only alleviating slightly as Yixing moved Yifan’s hips to rest on his shorter thighs. There was a shock through Yifan’s body when Yixing had managed to grind his way through Yifan’s tightness, the younger’s whimpers of delight filling the room and sending high voltages of satisfaction through his body.
They waited for Yifan to adjust, questions of if they should continue being aired and the other both voted in favour of Yifan getting his fill of Yixing, even if he would take a while to accommodate to the size of Yixing within him. The omega admitted to being of average size, his omega genes not giving him the girth or length of an alpha, which Yifan queried about how small omega’s could do such a thing without being torn in two.
Yifan’s grumbled whining stopped when Yixing shifted against his prostate. He ground back down against the cock within him and Yixing took that as his prompt to begin thrusting. Just as the alpha had expected, Yixing’s hips were firm and powerful. They pushed into his with a delightful slap of skin and they edged his body up the mattress half an inch at a time. The piston action Yixing was making into him was one of the biggest pleasure of his relatively short life. He’d never felt anything even slightly comparable. Yixing was panting like he had run a marathon, his whole body shaking as he pushed in and out of Yifan. The alpha’s larger body was a mess of stimulation, he wanted everything and it only grew worse as Yixing leaned forward.
The change of angle had the omega hitting Yifan’s prostate dead-on, it drew them more into pleasure. The alpha’s knot was visible to them both, it hung heavily on the slight abdominal crease Yifan had there. Yifan watched Yixing stare at it, his thrusts growing erratic as he saw the expansion before his very eyes and Yifan had a momentary idea he could not keep to himself.
He hadn’t expected Yixing to agree to it, except he did. Yifan sat more in Yixing’s lap, the omega’s cock settled well between his ass and two of his own fingers were rubbing at Yixing’s ass. The omega adored the stimulation, it seemed to Yifan, his hips moving roughly but in time with when the alpha would begin to press his fingers inside Yixing. However, their motions had them pressed tightly against each other and that meant Yifan’s knot was rubbing between their stomachs. The alpha, too, was moving to a higher plane of sexual excitement.
The omega came quickly and suddenly, the two fingers dipping into his ass and the feeling of Yifan clenching around him shuttled him to his orgasm and Yifan felt his knot reach its largest point. There were only a few more rubs of their thrusting bodied before Yifan’s copious amount of ejaculate spurted up their chests and onto their chins. Yixing, with his fluttering hands, clasped around the knot and rubbed it until there were only watery strings of cum appearing at the slit.
The two of them fell back against the bed attempting to catch their breaths and lose the lack of mobility in their limbs, it was Yifan who recovered first and he rolled onto his side to watch Yixing’s sweat doused face cool from its flushed pink. He admired the younger male with a smile on his face, his hand picking up the shirt that hadn’t made it onto the floor and wiped the cum from their bodies, Yifan even dabbed at the pheromone intense slick that remained on Yixing’s thighs before settling back down beside the omega.
Yixing pulled him in for a languid kiss, their tongues meeting slowly and caring in the middle and Yifan released Yixing when the younger stifled a yawn between their lips. They didn’t speak as Yixing closed his eyes, the alpha only pulled him closer.
Yifan felt the wisps of domesticity flood in through his veins as he watched Yixing sleep beside him, his fingers tracing the younger male’s scalp as his whole body thrummed with the acceptance it had always sought. Yixing was a dazzling creature at the worst of times but there was an otherworldly emotion in Yifan’s veins as he smelt his scent all over the omega and felt his presence beneath his fingertips. It was new while remaining winsome. His conscious mind was in awe because he was completely at ease with the man in his bed, it felt like a fabricated half dream that he didn’t want to break out from. Not even as Yixing’s eyes opened with prolonged blinks and lips widen in a sleepy smile did Yifan’s affection break and he knew he could easily fall in love if he got any closer.