Geeez guys I haven't updated this in almost 2 months.... sorry... Lots to tell... but most of you know what's been going on... Spirit week rocked...Homecoming sucked... but my ladies stuck by my side...(for the most part) lol I need a boy...I assume any chance Adam and I had is gone...sigh... it bothers me but hey what can I do about it... I need a ( Read more... )

To a few people in my life today.... the way you treat me is horrible... I have done nothing but be there for you NO MATTER WHAT... I don't deserve this... and it makes me sad... I love you and you step on me.... maybe we need some time apart as seeing you only come around when it is "ok" or you have nothing better to do... sigh.. forget it... I'm ( Read more... )

Life feels so unreal and broken.... like I am standing still screaming and the world is spinning, but yet no one can hear me.....my breath is getting heavy and I am lost.... This isn't real... it can't be it's a bad bad dream, one I wish never entered this mind of mine.... I would give anything to have things the way they were....*sigh* I hope ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't written in a long time guys... ever since school started its been crazy! I am sad to report that my friend Samantha's son Joel pasted away on August 28th *tear* this week and a half has been the toughest of my life... NOTHING compares to this!!! I still can't believe he's gone... I love and miss him! The day of the funeral was the ( Read more... )

On Thursday Ryan came over, Well it took us longer than we had hoped because we thought each other said a different meeting place, but none the less we found each other and made it to my house by noon....Yay! Then we just hung out and watched a movie. Him and Dori get along great, but there were times were I was upset because he wanted to talk to ( Read more... )

Well my friends it is 3:15 in the morning and I can't sleep. I haven't written in a few days but I have been very busy! School starts soon... I am honestly ready to get it started so it can end lol... I hung out with Ryan for the first time on Monday. We had a great time together. Shannon and Danny were with us so it wasn't too awkward... even ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a few days, haven't really felt much like doing so....Well me and Derek are still talking, but just as friends right now. We both haven't had the best week of our life, if you know what I mean.... I hope everything turns out on the positive side for him, I don't want anything bad to happen, he knows what I mean.... I would ( Read more... )

TODAY IS LEANNE'S 18TH BIRTHDAY....!!! YAY!!! I love you girl! I hope she has an awesome time at the male strip club.. woot! haha.... well today we are suppossed to get really bad storms, tornadoes, and flooding... hopefully it won't be too bad... that's why I decided to do my journal earlier, just in case something severe does happen... I met this ( Read more... )

Well yesterday I went and spent the whole day at Jackie's house in Mechanicsville....I had fun.. we sat by the pool all day... I didn't get in though because I am a fat cow.. lol ( Read more... )

I miss talking to Leanne, Justin, and Bobby.... I don't know... I am kinda blah tonight so I really don't have much to write about.... I went to D.C. today.... we came up with some kick ass things to do while Leanne and Justin are here for X-Mas... woot... then I went to work... it's been really slow the past week and a half.. it probably will stay ( Read more... )