so at this point in the semester, these are three examples of my mental state ( Read more... )

so my recital was awesome. it went really well, everyone liked it, an i should be proud. except i kinda didnt feel like i was giving a recital, it felt like i was playing in rep class. so now i feel kinda gypped. steve came up, an it was wonderful to see him again. he an kelly are officially going out! yay for meddling dragon claws ( Read more... )

my recital is in two days! an my daddy is coming, an my little brother, an my stepmom, an her parents, an steve, an teri, an patricio, an lauras parents, an im EXCITED ( Read more... )

had a nice two hour trip to the gym with kelly, an used some dragon exercise machines:) along with some dragon cardio machines ( Read more... )

had a great rep class recital preview today. nothing spectacular (like my dress rehearsal), but problems fixed themselves, an it wasnt bad either. so i feel pretty confidant about my recital. musically, the thing bugging me is this stupid seven measures in the bernstein in orchestra, where no matter how much i follow the score, listen to the ( Read more... )

I DROPPED CLASS STRINGS! yes, thats all i have to say. i feel so much better now that thats off my plate! YAY! thats all. you can go now. go on. leave. come on! LEAVE! ;)

so i had to start my journal all over again, because they deleted my old one. prolly good anyway. i just made a big decision. and i dont know whether it was phenomenally stupid or one of the smartest things ive ever done. time will tell. i hope that it was smart. an thats good, that i can hope. i believe that it was smart, which is obviously ( Read more... )