Does anyone out there in cyberspace know who the "Enigma" is? I was in Al's newstand buying some smokes when this body art celebrity and his girlfriend walk in. For those of you who don't know, The Enigma is covered from head to toe in tatoos that look like blue puzzle pieces. He also has horn implants in his forehead. His girlfriend is also a ( Read more... )

This is for we who refuse to smile on a day such as today.
This is off-balance stumbling,
This is blood-red succumbing.
This is ugly, mascara infested socialization.

Holidays are for the feeble and unsuspecting.
If only I were unforgettable enough to be either or...

Exactly one year ago today...

This feels like trying to quench thirst by catching snowflakes on my toungue.
Snowflakes--lonely and insignificant.

"What's coming through is alive. What's holding up is a mirror. But what's singing songs is a snake looking to turn this piss to wine. They're both totally void of hate, but killing me just the same. The snake behind me hisses what my damage could have been. My blood before me begs me open up my heart again. And I feel this coming over like a storm ( Read more... )

Replaying the ending every day that I'm alive.
Counting the days, finger by finger.
Crest-falls and misfortunes.
HIGHS and lows.
...fear.

(AND NOW THE SHADOWS ARE).gone.

This is the cost of my existence. Blood. Dirty, red, fucking blood. Long story there, final summation being that EVERYONE I went to catholic school is at least as fucked up, if not more, than me. I take some comfort in that ( Read more... )

If I had any conviction (which I don't) I would swallow this entire bottle of vicoden before the clock strikes midnight to avoid starting another year. It seems with each passing year my outlook, experience, luck, and self image tear down exponentially ( Read more... )

I got my wisdom teeth taken out today, which fucking hurt ( Read more... )

We were ( Read more... )