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farbeyondcaring

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Aug 24, 2004 14:39

I'm having self esteem issues that I believe stem from many unanswered questions. I feel like dirt. I am dirt. So bring me tomorrow, and again I will regret waking my dreams. Again I will pass through the sunlight feeling dry. Again I will wonder what is real ( Read more... )

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luckiest_heart August 24 2004, 21:04:45 UTC

I care about you a ton.
I really hope you'd know that by now.
Xo.
~Kix~

luckiest_heart August 24 2004, 21:05:37 UTC

P.S. I am sorry I left you.

I've been asking myself the same questions... walkinbackstage August 24 2004, 22:31:35 UTC

sometimes I wish I could have a Tim hug during times like these, when I'm alone in my room to devour myself... thanks for all the ones you've given me, they're wonderful.

hope_meets_less August 24 2004, 23:24:47 UTC

"again i will pass through the sunlight feeling dry"

sometimes i wish i could smile like i mean it

trollheim August 25 2004, 17:26:36 UTC

Don't you get depressed on me again. I remember when I fealt like nothing was real. That the people I knew didn't exist. That my whole life had been a facade that was dreamt up. I was waiting to wake up. I believe you are unsatisfied with something Tim, I don't know what it is...maybe you don't either. The important thing to do is find out what you need to change. If the answer to your questions isn't solid...find away to pour the concrete. I'm lonely as hell here too. I miss you like I would miss my limbs, but right now I need to put that aside. I need to drink from an IV so that one day soon I can drink from a pitcher. I need to cut off a finger to save my arm ( ... )